Cosmic Updates/Blog

It’s been a wee bit sensitive of late . . . .  lots moving, uncovering and being tender.  Saturn’s in Scorpio.

Out in the pre-dawn, it’s 4am . . . keen to see the meteor showers . . . alas, there’s significant cloud cover . . . no complaints . . . those rain clouds are needed.  I’m willing to wait . .  . .  so pull my sun-bed out to the uncovered deck . . . get myself a cup of tea . . . and of course my journal and pen . . . it’s very dark at this time!!  I focus and wait, nothing much is visible . . . cloud cover moving, revealing each sparkle one by one.  Then bingo. . . I see one . . . it’s always really special to see . . . ‘falling stars’ . . . wonderful wishes can be made.   Still keen, I sit and wait . . . then begin feeling all around me.  Thinking . .  . everything is energy, everything has a vibration.  I may not be able to see the Meteors . . . but I can feel them!  So start focusing on the energy  . . . so much Life . . . so much is happening.  Everything’s so still and silent . . .  yet so full . .  and so incredibly enchanting.

My focus wanders to Jupiter . . .  he’s sitting mid-point on top of the beautiful tree, not far from where I am sitting . . . the ‘MC’ I think . . . the highest mid-point in the Astrological chart . . . shining his Light for the benefit of all.  Above Jupiter sits Orion and the Pleiades . . . I’ve had a visit from the Pleiadians . . . it was during the Pleiadian Eclipse a few months back . ..  that was a ‘first’ . . . and another story.

I allow myself to feel the energy . . . receive the ‘transmissions’. . .  so much is being given.  Yes Life is giving . . . every single moment . . . yes Life is Magick . . . real, pure Magick . . . .filled with such exquisite wisdom, kindness and giving.  And the Beauty . . . so awesome.

Another Meteor . . .  this one goes straight to Jupiter . . . as if confirming my thinking.  The darkness  now infiltrated by the Light . . . the little bird in the tree (still don’t know who he is) . . . his amazing vocal chords . . . he’s been at it since 4am!  Others  join him now. . . from the forest . . . the oh so familiar sound of the Kookas . . . one by one they join . . .  together creating that Ozzie morning chorus.

I sit looking at Jupiter . . . he’s obviously playing a big part in this incredible morning.  I watch him moving westwards, no longer at the mid-point of the beautiful Tree.  I realize  . . . he’s not moving . . . I am!   I feel myself moving thru space . . . sitting on this massive ball, dangling in air . . . experiencing myself travel thru time . . .now that’s an awesome experience!

More light . . . morning’s arriving.  Have seen 4 meteor showers. . . . what real Magick!   A wondrous morning . . . out here at the beginning of this brand new day . . . then I remember . .  October 22nd . . . my dear, dear Mother’s Birthday.

Lots of emotion comes to the surface, tears and many memories. ‘Forgiveness’ arises . . . . I tried to ‘save’ her and I couldn’t.  Forgiveness has been turning up a lot this last week also  ‘Loving deeply’ . . . . first impressions were . . . jeez that’s way too hard!  It’s Saturn in Scorpio time . . .  these visits can be delicate.  Feelings go very, very deep . . . the foundations of our emotions.  We’re visiting Hade’s territory.

It’s been very tender . . . this last little while . . .  lots of emotions . . . lots of feelings.  Now I’m a Virgo . .  with a Moon in Capricorn . . . and Gemini Ascendant . . . emotions some times don’t get a look in . . . well that’s what I tell myself anyway!!!  But no way of ignoring them when the vacuum cleaner’s moving thru your psyche . . . a trip down to Hades . . . often isn’t a light one.

I think I sometimes forget I’m human . . . forget  I’m a woman . . . just live in my head . . . it can be very entertaining of course . . . but certainly not the full picture!  I’m not just a head . . . I’m a Body. . . I have feelings . . . emotions too . . .  even if at times  they confuse me and spark off a need . . .  to run for the hills.  Lots happening . . . well, I guess . . . when aren’t they?  But this cycle of Saturn is already been very revealing.

Completing the morning’s story . . . . my dearest Mum died during the last Saturn in Scorpio cycle.   A lot happened that year . . . 1982.  It’s now 2012 and there’s been many years of living since then.  Tender ‘things’ will always appear . . . but you know.  . . I think I’m learning to work with them . . . within myself . . . then there’s not such urgency to manifest them outwards.

Meteors, Jupiter, Orion and the Pleiades . . . . Saturn in Scorpio . . . and my beautiful Mum’s birthday . . . . it’s been a very BIG morning.

All I did was get up early . . .  sit outside in my comfy day-bed . . . look up . . . feel . . . . and receive all that was being given. . .  and that was considerable.

Life is Magick.

Enjoy you, Living

lotsa luv

marilynxxx

Sitting out in the coolness . . . the Sun’s not yet risen . . . in the bosom of my dear Mother . . . a hot day forecast.   Mr Solar’s rays could be furious.  But at present . . the air caresses with such gorgeous cool freshness . . . welcoming the day . . . with her tantalizing, wispy fingers.

I’m tired . . . very tired . .  you could say exhausted . . . a big day yesterday shopping, heat and long bus rides . .  some so bumpy, nerve cells  vibrating.  But it’s gorgeously cool now . . . the wind freshening my skin . .  I accept all the blessings . . . ’cause later, could be different.  Mother Nature’s amazing that way . . . so many complex sides to her nature.

The coolness is close . . . I snuggle into my favourite fleecy cape . .  the most gorgeous green . . . I wear it often . .  well, when it’s cold.  The winds keep blowing, but gentle and kind . .  I can feel the penetration . .  past the surface of my skin. Like all magick mornings . .  the chorus of bird life . . . exquisite in its beauty . . . healing in its vibration. Everything’s so still . . . so full . . . so loving. . . tears well . . . overwhelmed by the Giving. Life does give . . . in fact she’s giving every second . ..  with such exquisite abundance . . . such Beauty and Healing.

The cows . .  a few chomping . .  most still lingering in their resting . .  such a precious time . . .this Life of Breathing.  I feel her arms around me. . .  she cradles me with such pure Loving . . . again come the tears . . . oh how I’m Loved so completely.

I breathe in this Magick. .  it tingles . . . it dances . .  it sparkles . . . with Life Force . . . its Pure Healing Substance.  As it journeys thru my body . . caressing and healing . .  bringing back to Life . . . filling empty spaces.

It’s a miracle . . . I’m alive . .  and I live in Heaven . . . a Land so Sacred . . . beauty incomparable.  Right before our eyes . .  is everything we’re searching . . take it in . . thru every crevice.  Allow the Love to wash over your being, bringing Life . . . bringing your answers.

I feel so overwhelmed . . yes, I’m tired . .  but the Loving brings tears . . the majesty so pure. . . a purity so fine.  Life is giving each and every second. . . giving what?  Well, no words can describe it. Best you experience it for yourself . . . and then you’ll know it.  Go outside (if you can) . .  take a deep breath in, open your eyes . . . and see where you’re sitting.

Life is short . . .our opportunities limited . . . I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again . . my Gratitude flows over.  Breathe in the Magick!

lotsa luv . . .  marilynxxxx

Out in the pre-dawn morning . . .  admiring Venus  . . there’s silence . . .then out of this silence . . . Life begins, expressing itself  in such joy-filled ways.  The magnificent Beauty of Venus . . . the delightful slither of the Moon . . .  as she prepares to end one cycle . . . . and soon begin another.  Melodic sounds begin piercing the air . . . the birds are up . . . there’s plenty of activity.

Laden clouds of mist . . .  hang heavily over the valleys . . . pink wisps of cloud herald the arrival of the Sun god . . . and his many magnificent blessings.  Magick all around . . . I breathe in this Sacred Prana . . . clearing my nostrils . . . filling my air bags.  It swirls thru my tissues  . . transforming all stale energy.  It brings Life. . . it brings Life . . . to all parts of my Body.

It’s getting closer now . . . not long, till the Sun bursts over the horizon . . . of forested woods . . . full of wildlife . . . creatures big and small,  some so tiny.  Life is happening . . . the Sacred has manifest.

Three ducks fly in unison . . . keeping each other company . . . balls of fog still lifting from the valley.  Must be chilly down there . . . on this cool Spring October morning.  A gorgeous Lorikeet . . .  flies close by me . . . things to be done . . .  lots of activity.

The Sun’s getting closer . . . it’s a very chilly morning . . . awaiting his presence . . . to bless us with his fire rays.  Flints of mauve colour begin on the mountains . . . the highest points now catching those golden beams.  The contrasts in the colours . . . . . . so subtle but exquisite . . . fog still hugging in crevices and corners.  Like ghosts they move . . . thinly spreading . . . slowly rising . . . like steam from a kettle.

At the base of the mountain . . . they’re creeping further . . . . dispersing in volume . . .  everything is alive . . . everything is living.  This gorgeous hue . . . now spreads generously . . along the tops of the mountains . . . the Sun still not come out of his hiding.  Gentle wisps of white cloud . . . so fine . . . and move so slowly . . . thru the early morning sky . . .  heading southwards.

The Sun has hit the top of the hill . . . under the mountain . . . where the cows like to gather.  It’s spreading quite quickly now . . . . his golden light magick.  Still no Sun visible . . .  here in the low parts . . . but over on the hill . . . a glorious light filled panorama . . spreading freely . . . his magick medicine.

It now covers the entire hill . . .  all over the mountain . . . Life is just Magick . . . so grateful for all this giving.  Ghostly clouds of mist still rising from their slumber . . . filling the spaces . . . with images of Neptune.

Still no Sun . . . my fingers are freezing . . .  it’s a cold Spring start to this October morning.

But then yes . . . he arrives . . .  and fills us with his magick . . . . thank you

marilynxxxx

Well you might ask . . what has cows got to do with Saturn . . . and boundaries?  That area where they’re standing is the northern boundary of ‘my’ property .  It’s been an ‘issue’ that’s occupied some of my head space for sometime . . . over the last 2 years (during the last Saturn cycle).  You see, the boundary fence is in the wrong place . . .  considerably further up than it should be . .  so the neighbours cows automatically congregate there, as that’s where the gorgeous dam is . . . then they continue on to my place.  I don’t  mind ’cause they keep the grass down . . . . and they’re nice to have around . . . when they’re not making a god awful racket . . . at 2am in the morning . . right outside my bedroom window!  It’s usually when Mum and Bub are caught on different sides of the fence . . .  it can be torture . .  . trying to sleep.  There have been times . . . when I couldn’t stand it anymore. . .  up out of bed . . . and chasing these bloody cows all around the paddock at 2am in the morning. . . . not impressed!  But they’re naturally sweet . . . of course  . . . when they behave!!

So I wanted my ‘own’ animals in the paddock . . .  then they wouldn’t get caught on different sides of the fence . . . and it’s nice to have your own  . . .I’d never send them off to the abattoir . . . shudder, shudder.  But this meant having a new fence put up in the right place so then the boundaries between the properties would be clear.  Well . . . you know how neighbours can be (of course . . . always sweet . . . not! . . Lets be real here (more Saturn)).  You see I moved to a small country town . . . and I was brought up a city girl . . . and I’m on my own and I’m female . . . so these country blokes reckon they have me pegged . . . . bloody infuriating.  I tried my best . . . I was friendly, I was considerate (my usual self), I was cheerful, I was polite and positive . . . but he continued (my male neighbour) to walk all over me.  Yes it did eventually dawn on me. . . . .BOUNDARIES marilyn . . . .YOU NEED BOUNDARIES!  And interestingly with this last Saturn in Libra cycle . . .RELATIONSHIPS . . . most definitely were huge learning lessons . . . . relationships of many different kinds . . .  not just the romantic/love kind.  I had relationships with my country neighbours, with the small village I’d moved to . . .  and the people in it . . . my own personal relationship ended (after a long time) . . .my relationship with my body . . . was centre stage . . . my relationship with the Land grew exponentially . .  my relationship with Energy . . . my relationship with myself . . . . . yes siree a super big cycle of Relationship lessons.

Anyway . . .I knew it was time . . . time for those boundaries . . . in all ways.  So called up the guy . . . and the fence is being done weekend after next.  Now that’s significant . . . ’cause it’s not just physical . . .  this is also energetic . . . .I’m creating my boundaries around me . . . . something that’s not always been easy for me . . .  with my saturation of Neptune . . . . Neptune dissolves boundaries . . . . which can be useful at times, yes . . but boundaries are also very necessary.  So I’ve set an intention . . . to create boundaries in my life . . . . and during this time as Saturn moves house . . . this is significant . . . . it’s a real accomplishment (more Saturn) for me . . . .  I’m making sure I’m safe and secure during the next Saturn cycle . .  in Scorpio.

Astrologers will often mention to look back to the last time a planet went through a specific journey . . . . Saturn last transversed Scorpio  back in 1982 -84.  Well I don’t have to think much to remember those years . . .  they were BIG.  I’d experienced a drastic change in environment . . .  I’d been living in an Ashram for 10 yrs and moved out it 1981 . . .  my dearest Mother was battling cancer . . .  she died, so young, in 1982 . . . I experienced pregnancies (a surprise!! didn’t think it was possible), terminations, extreme trauma, relationship breakdown (whilst pregnant) . . . heaps of unresolved emotions . . .  whilst hormones raged through me.  My dear brother in jail (he’s not a criminal) . . . he called from the prison pleading with me to bail him out before the end of the day . . . . some prisoners had put a contract out on him . . . and they were going to kill him that night. . . . fortunately I was able to do this, it took a bit thou! Yes Scorpionic energy was everywhere . . . and Saturn’s lessons needed to be learnt . . . unfortunately, sometimes it’s the hard way.

In 1984 my beautiful boy was born . . .at the end of such a concentrated time.  Such an amazing blessing he has always been . . .a very special soul . . . with a heart full of such beauty and love . . . I feel very blessed to have him in my life.  Yes Saturn’s lessons were hard . . .  I obviously needed to learn them . . .  but the rewards were magnificent.

I have no fear (more Saturn) of this coming Scorpio cycle . . .  in fact it feels magnificent . . . Saturn takes us on a ride . . . . up hills, over deserts . . . but always brings us to the most amazing oasis. . . . we need to trust this.  Saturn is solid . . . Saturn is real . . . Saturn protects with his boundaries . . . Saturn builds . . . . he’s so very wise . . . he understands the meaning of Time . . . he governs cycles . . . also the cycle of Life and Death . . . he’s there when we need to leave . . . . he teaches us all about Life . . .  he really is a very loyal friend.

So get to know your friend Saturn . . . no he won’t pamper your ego . . . he’s got his feet on the ground . . . and boy he knows about Life . . .  and he’s the master of these lessons.  So when the times get hard . . . listen more carefully . . . he’s trying to tell you something.  He’ll definitely be there when you stray off the path . . . . he can be strict . . . and a wee bit authoritarian.  But he knows what he’s doing . . . he’s taking you through life . . . now that’s pretty amazing . .  he actually constructs the very structure of your body . . . your bones. . . . the frame on which your body operates.  So if you’re experiencing Saturn symptoms look a little closer . . .  what is he trying to tell you . . . you may have wandered where it’s not safe for you . . . . he’ll be the first one there . . . to let you know.

So sitting on the cusp . . . as Saturn moves into a new home . . .  there’ll be lots of lessons . . . that’s for sure . . . . but listen to him . . . . he’s working for your good . . .  trust him . . .  and he’ll lead you to where you want to go.

Oodles of Love. . . . and bountiful Saturn travels

lotsa luv. . . .  marilynxxxx

(ps . . .this blog’s been  hard work (more Saturn . . .) WordPress doing all sorts of strange things this morning . . . . but perseverance. . . . also Saturn . . .)

Sydney skyline as the Sun sets . . . . on an amazing few days

 

With a Moon in Capricorn (Astrological Natal Chart) . . . I’m meant to experience comfort with structure; needing to feel walls around me, for protection and safety.  My walls are the Earth . . . under my feet, the sky above my head . . . the trees and the mountains . . . protecting my sensitive energy.

Structure and discipline . . . I’ve avoided with much insistence . . . now, others looking my way . . may not concur with this statement.  But I know, I live with me . . . I know my ways . . . my habits, my tendencies . . . I see, in somethings, I’m avoiding certain experiences . . and feelings.

Yes, I have Gemini on the Ascendant . . . the way I approach things; the Ascendant, in Astrology, describes our very 1st impulse!  It was the moment we were born . . we ‘came out’ into this energy . . a uniqueness that will never be duplicated . . . ever, ever, ever.

So you see the importance . . of being ‘YOU’ . .  Here and Now!  Or else that unique expression of Vital Force will never be available to anyone . . . ever again.

And then you think of the millions . . and millions of people . . each one a unique creation put here for a purpose.  Now I’m not a religious person . . .meaning I don’t follow a religion, I made that choice very early in my journey; but the stories I hear . . . of God, the Creation and ‘man made in the image of God’ . . well, pretty spot on . . . don’t you think?

A Human Being . . a Divine creation . . each and every one of us . . perfectly created . . to celebrate and create a unique space for our happiness.

Back to the Ascendant . . . the very moment we are born . . . colours us, vibrates us . . with a certain energetic resonance.  It motivates the very way we step forward . . the direction we head . . our choices.  How we like to be involved with LIFE in general . . . also giving us certain physical characteristics . . . specific parts that are particularly sensitive; and an image . . . the way other people perceive us.

Well I started this with ‘Structure & Discipline’ . . . then looking at my Gemini Ascendant.  My focus is generally to be free and unrestricted . . . like a butterfly fluttering from one gorgeous flower to another . . . collecting information, memories, visuals and vibrations.  Also the ‘mental’ is very active here, sometimes restless . . . looking for more.  Gemini often needs reminding that there’s a Body connected to that head . . . and with a Virgo Sun . . . I’m reminded of this often.

So Capricorn Moon needs structure to feel safe . . . but what kind of structure . .. that’s the discrimination needed.  So at this huge Full Moon (last night, the exact moment) . . . boy wasn’t it a doozy . . . the vibes didn’t start hitting me till early evening . .. I said to myself . . .GEEZ . . . this energy is potent!!!  I could feel it in my body . . . I experienced the ‘flashes’ . . . flashes to the past . . . relationships, memories and emotions.  I felt the heaviness . . . I became incredibly tired (probably exacerbated by overdoing during the day) . . . decided bed was the very best option.

So slept away this very big Full Moon, felt safer, more protected . . . a kind of structure, yes . . . in my sheets, doona and walls of my bedroom.  I pulled in my energy, I slept deeply . . . I dreamed . . . I awoke very early this morning (my dear friend Snowie (cat) makes sure of that!!) to a brand new day.  The critical point of the Moon’s energy passed over . ..  doing what she came to do . . . leaving us with, what we’ve learnt . . . experienced . . . and from what point we will now walk forward.

This Structure and Discipline thing, I know, hasn’t finished for me yet . . .  a lot there still to be uncovered . . . and to learn.  Thank you dearest Mother Moon . . . thank you Pluto . . . thank you Uranus . . . thank you Venus and Mars . . . and the contribution of the Nodes.

Astrology’s a fascinating Science . . . it has its place . . .  and can be helpful.

Oodles of Love . . . . Full Moon Blessings . . .  and don’t forget . . . you get to choose . . . your direction.

Lotsa luv. . . .  marilynxxxxx

Step by step

 

Well . . . a lot’s happened since the last post . . . . been away, refreshed . . . . and you could say ‘reborn’.  My Life is clearer, fresher and more ‘here’. . . .my heart sings with fullness . . . . and, as always, I feel incredibly grateful!

It’s Full Moon day. . . . a big one too . . . . lots of transformational and NEW energy . . . . bursting from the seams.  It’s Harvest Moon in the Northern Hemisphere . . .down here in the South . . . it follows the Spring Equinox . . . so illuminating the newness, the renewal . . . and the flowering.

Now sometimes Pluto attracts a bit of flack . . .  he’s a very big boy . . . and he can throw his weight around . . .when it’s needed.  You see, this Full Moon is heavily influenced by Pluto. . . .Uranus too . . . the big players of our time.  How I see it is. . . that everything in Life is focused on Life. . . may not appear that way sometimes . . . but Life only knows Life . . like Light only knows Light.  But there are times when destruction is required . . .  to rid ourselves of cancerous cells.

Humans are amazing . . they are . . .they can be really clever . . . and gobsmackingly stupid!  It’s like we have this very fine barometer. . . the needle swaying with every movement.  We’re influenced by a lot. . . .’cause our focus wanders . . . like a jack-in-the-box . . . . we jump around everywhere.  And when we lose our focus . . . we lose our ‘knowing’.

So in the world of Astrology . . . Pluto’s known as the ‘destroyer’ . . . but he has a purpose in all he’s doing.  He’s a natural Life Form . . . a planetary body in our Solar System . . . so his focus is on Life . . . and hence on Living.  But us Humans we get a little lost . . . as we pursue our fantasies . . .caught up in one illusion . . . after another.  So the time come when ‘trimming’ is required . . . got’a get rid of all the dead wood . . . time for pruning . . .  to foster new growth. . . . Pluto excels at this.

The we have Uranus . . . travelling at lightning speed . . . . such brilliance and innovation . . .he’s only interested in where we’re heading.  He’s full of clear intelligence . . . . a focus on humanity . . . . he holds the seeds . . . of our brilliant future.

So you see . . .they’re not bad guys . . . . where would we be without them . . . .Yes, it’s a powerful Full Moon . . . . but full of so much Magick!

When I stop . . . and be still . . . and breathe in this precious air . . . I witness the ‘being-ness’ of everything . . . the compassion and the care.  The beauty and the serenity . . . . the giving . . . and the protection . . . . Life is surely the greatest miracle . . . that any of us . . . . will ever experience.

 

Bathe in the Beauty. . . .breathe in the brilliance. . . .another day . . . another gift . . . . boy are we lucky . . . .

lotsa luv

marilynxxxx

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

                    this morning’s new Sun . . .

In slow mode today. . .after a ‘treatment’ yesterday. . . .always forget. . .how sensitive my body is.  I’m not a big Massage girl. . .prefer other modalities. . .but my Body needed something. . . .it was making that obvious.  So knew a bit about this fellow. . .reputed to have a natural gift. . .I like those kinds. . .. goes deeper into the core, can access more ‘things’.    And with Chiron and Mars in Scorpio. . .and an 8th house Moon. . . .I really like to go deep; not physically. . . . .energetically.

So this morning. . .hard to move. . .as I said, I always forget. . .such a finely tuned instrument. . .is my body.  Energy has always interested me. . .and I’m trained in Energy modalities. . .I tune into it naturally. . .I find it tells a more complete story.  So living in times of massive transformation. . .to make changes. . .somethings need abandoning.  Now not the horrible feeling of abandonment. . .that some of us may have carried.. .but the good sort. . .getting rid of old, heavy baggage. . . .now that’s exciting.

We all need to travel so much lighter. . . on all levels, really. ..  .carrying ‘stuff’ around. . .only consumes precious energy.  And we need that energy for ourself. . .to feed our wholeness. . .Life is for celebrating. . .and experiencing the Magick!  The winds are blowing. . .the Earth is shifting. . .everything on Earth. . is undergoing this re-adjusting.  But as humans we have a very special gift. . .that is to Know our Divinity. . .to consciously know it. . .and let it saturate our living.  Everything on Earth was given with such Love and Kindness. . .to comfort and feed us. . .to accompany us on our journey.  We are loved. . .beyond, beyond. . .beyond comprehension. . .by our mind that is. . .only our Heart can understand this.

So in a process of ‘off-loading’ old knots and blockages. . . old things stored for many an eon.  So much is happening. . .so much is being given. . .letting go of the past. . . .welcoming the future. . .and in this very moment. . .experiencing the Magick. . . .leaves you a bit awestruck really. . . . .

Tune into the magick. . .let go of what’s no longer needed. . .it will be obvious. . .and welcome, with open arms. . .your magnificent future. . . .

THANK YOU’s don’t cover it.

much love

marilynxxxx

 

Energy for growth is powerful and strong. . .a corner has been turned. . .we’re heading a new way.  Check your compass. . . make sure  you know where you’re heading.  We are now in the last quarter of 2012. . . down here in Oz land it’s Springtime and Summer.  The winter has been long, cold and frosty. . . but Spring has arrived. .  Life cannot be contained any longer.  It’s literally bursting it’s containers. . . everything is alive. . .singing and dancing. . .blossoming colours. . .rejoicing in the Sun’s rays.  What a magickal time. . .Life is so vibrant. . you can feel it. . . under your skin. . . drawing you outwards and onwards.

It’s been a big year. . .or really a few years now. . .but particularly concentrated this 2012.  The last few months have been rich in transformation. . .but I can feel now, something else is happening.  The physical often takes a while to catch up with the energy. . .so looking around much may not have altered. . .but I can feel it. . .it’s definitely heading in a new direction.  We can never lose hope, faith and trust. . .look we’re alive, what kind of miracle is that.  So these last few months of 2012. . .I believe great things can happen in all our lives.  Watch, look and listen. . .follow your inner promptings. . .. sense the magick. . .’cause it’s really happening.

Take full advantage of this time. . .to Birth. . .to Renew. . .to Thrive. . .to Flower. . . .your own unique colours. . . .a lot is happening. . . Magick is unfolding.

 

lots and lots of love

marilynxxxx

A Blue Moon. . .A Full Moon. . .saturated with Chiron. . . .yes we’re living in 2012. . .. the times they are concentrated indeed!  But they bring many opportunities.  The energy of this Full Moon has been building all week. . . literally of course, the Moon waxes to her fullness. . . .but also in our bodies.  The Moon has a strong connection to our body. . .she rules over all our fluids. . .she influences the ‘tides’ within us. . . our emotions and our feelings.  In Astrology she’s connected to our past, our Mother, our home, our Ancestors. . . .she imprints the flesh we’re made from. . .she gives us access to our memories.

Within our body we store our memories. . .those that are conscious and unconscious. . . .we also store all ‘happenings’ that we’ve encountered on our journey.  Some of these we’re not aware of. . .in our day-to-day living. . .but they contribute to the very flesh. . .our bodies are made from.  Nothing disappears. . . .all is stored away neatly and securely in the cells of our body.

Memories that have a ‘charge’. . .of sadness, grief or trauma. . . .lodge themselves in a way that creates a blockage in our body.  Just as it does when we experience it. . . it ‘shocks’ us.  When the tissues are shocked they also create a wall around them. . .to keep out any perceived invaders.  These blockages stop the natural flow of Life. . .so necessary to keep our bodies working. . .the blood, the muscles, the nervous system all become affected.  The body’s an incredible creation. . .such superior intelligence. . .but it’s also very sensitive. . .it’s made from Life energy. . .which is pure. . .full of Love and Beauty.  It needs this energy to function properly.

So none of us escape the challenges in life. . .we all carry around our internal scars. . . .but there comes a time when they begin to interfere with our actual body functions. . .in a way that threaten our life.  Our internal scars. . . .need love and healing. . .to sooth their ragged edges.

So tomorrow the Full Moon’s at her peak. . .just a minute or two before mid-night (east coast Oz time). . . .but the energies have been building strongly all week. . .bringing our attention. . .to what needs our focus.

So if you get a chance to go outside. . . .bathe in the Moon’s luscious rays. . .let her Moonbeams shower over your head. . .feel in your body what’s calling for your attention. . .then ask for all these to be bathed and healing. . . .letting go of all no longer needed.  You are safe, you are protected. . .your are nurtured and loved. . . .you have the gift of Life. . . .you’re doing well.

May all the Angels bring you even more blessings. . . .on this special weekend . . .and remember sometimes you just need to acknowledge the pain. . .before you can let it go. . . .

lotsa luv

marilynxxxx

“Nothing is a coincidence. . . .” (my Dad’s favourite saying). . . .everything has a reason (mine).  This morning I’m comfy and warm in my bed. . .looking out to the beautiful day. . .on the other side of my bedroom windows.  I’m not feeling very good.  Where this came from. . .is anyone’s guess.  The headache started overnight, it woke me many times. . .late yesterday felt achy and sore and very tired.  My guess?  The Chiron Full Moon approaching.

Everything is energy. . .everything can be felt. . . .and within us we carry all we’ve experienced.  If we want to move forward. . .into brand new lands. . . somethings need to be left behind. . .their purpose complete.  I’ve mentioned before, being a wee sensitive soul. . .certainly has its gifts and ‘other’ things at times.  It sometimes feels like there aren’t any walls between me and everything else. .  . .the boundary walls of my castle. . .are very permeable indeed!

But what I’ve learnt is there’s a message, in everything that comes forth. . .everything tells a story. . .I just need to listen to what’s being said.  Now sometimes the language is different. . .may need a little translating. . .and messages come in feelings. . .and also body symptoms.  I’ve often experienced that during times of illness. . .major messages are being channeled.

What it feels like. . .is there’s toxicity. . .in my body that needs releasing. . . .now this is not just physical. . .nothing ever is.  We’re composed of many elements. . .the physical is only one. . .we’re a kaleidoscope of events and happenings. . .feelings, thoughts and emotions.  So when the body turns up the volume. . .it’s trying to get my attention. . .stop, look and listen. . .I have something important to tell you.

Full Moon times are peak times of the cycle. . . .illuminating all that’s present. . .she doesn’t just light up the sky with her brilliance. . . she also illuminates our internal environment.  2012 has been a big year. . .well, it’s actually been building for a few years now. . . .but such a massive time of cleansing. . . .we live in times unprecedented.

So when we go down with a headache, a flu. . .or some other malady. . .listen very carefully. . . .something important is being conveyed. . .to you personally.  The Body’s very good at getting you to stop. . .when it needs your attention. . .personally, I’ve found these to be significant times. . . .elevated times of awareness and learning.

So will snuggle down. . . .sleep and rest. . .and a good book if needed.  Everything else will have to wait. . .important business is happening.

lotsa luv

marilynxxx