Sydney skyline as the Sun sets . . . . on an amazing few days
With a Moon in Capricorn (Astrological Natal Chart) . . . I’m meant to experience comfort with structure; needing to feel walls around me, for protection and safety. My walls are the Earth . . . under my feet, the sky above my head . . . the trees and the mountains . . . protecting my sensitive energy.
Structure and discipline . . . I’ve avoided with much insistence . . . now, others looking my way . . may not concur with this statement. But I know, I live with me . . . I know my ways . . . my habits, my tendencies . . . I see, in somethings, I’m avoiding certain experiences . . and feelings.
Yes, I have Gemini on the Ascendant . . . the way I approach things; the Ascendant, in Astrology, describes our very 1st impulse! It was the moment we were born . . we ‘came out’ into this energy . . a uniqueness that will never be duplicated . . . ever, ever, ever.
So you see the importance . . of being ‘YOU’ . . Here and Now! Or else that unique expression of Vital Force will never be available to anyone . . . ever again.
And then you think of the millions . . and millions of people . . each one a unique creation put here for a purpose. Now I’m not a religious person . . .meaning I don’t follow a religion, I made that choice very early in my journey; but the stories I hear . . . of God, the Creation and ‘man made in the image of God’ . . well, pretty spot on . . . don’t you think?
A Human Being . . a Divine creation . . each and every one of us . . perfectly created . . to celebrate and create a unique space for our happiness.
Back to the Ascendant . . . the very moment we are born . . . colours us, vibrates us . . with a certain energetic resonance. It motivates the very way we step forward . . the direction we head . . our choices. How we like to be involved with LIFE in general . . . also giving us certain physical characteristics . . . specific parts that are particularly sensitive; and an image . . . the way other people perceive us.
Well I started this with ‘Structure & Discipline’ . . . then looking at my Gemini Ascendant. My focus is generally to be free and unrestricted . . . like a butterfly fluttering from one gorgeous flower to another . . . collecting information, memories, visuals and vibrations. Also the ‘mental’ is very active here, sometimes restless . . . looking for more. Gemini often needs reminding that there’s a Body connected to that head . . . and with a Virgo Sun . . . I’m reminded of this often.
So Capricorn Moon needs structure to feel safe . . . but what kind of structure . .. that’s the discrimination needed. So at this huge Full Moon (last night, the exact moment) . . . boy wasn’t it a doozy . . . the vibes didn’t start hitting me till early evening . .. I said to myself . . .GEEZ . . . this energy is potent!!! I could feel it in my body . . . I experienced the ‘flashes’ . . . flashes to the past . . . relationships, memories and emotions. I felt the heaviness . . . I became incredibly tired (probably exacerbated by overdoing during the day) . . . decided bed was the very best option.
So slept away this very big Full Moon, felt safer, more protected . . . a kind of structure, yes . . . in my sheets, doona and walls of my bedroom. I pulled in my energy, I slept deeply . . . I dreamed . . . I awoke very early this morning (my dear friend Snowie (cat) makes sure of that!!) to a brand new day. The critical point of the Moon’s energy passed over . .. doing what she came to do . . . leaving us with, what we’ve learnt . . . experienced . . . and from what point we will now walk forward.
This Structure and Discipline thing, I know, hasn’t finished for me yet . . . a lot there still to be uncovered . . . and to learn. Thank you dearest Mother Moon . . . thank you Pluto . . . thank you Uranus . . . thank you Venus and Mars . . . and the contribution of the Nodes.
Astrology’s a fascinating Science . . . it has its place . . . and can be helpful.
Oodles of Love . . . . Full Moon Blessings . . . and don’t forget . . . you get to choose . . . your direction.
Lotsa luv. . . . marilynxxxxx