Cosmic Updates/Blog

I feel better than yesterday. . . Body has settled a bit more . . . lots of sleep last night (madam (fury white bundle) in the laundry) . . . it’s raining outside, it’s light . . . no sun yet . . . the birds are serenading . . . . a new day has begun.  The sweet sound of rain falling . . . caressing and nurturing all it touches. . .  the ground drinking and drinking.  Well, it seems to have cleared my Auric field as well . . .

Yesterday wasn’t an easy day . . . in many ways . . . we have those sometimes . . . being human and all.  But boy, am I ever grateful . . . to truly appreciate the fact . . . that I’m alive.  ‘Cause one day I will not be . . . thankfully we don’t know when . . . and I guess we all hope it will be some time long in the future . . . well, the future just becomes shorter and shorter.  But as the future gets shorter and shorter. . . the past becomes longer and longer . . . memories of all those so incredibly special moments . . . that we got to experience living. . . . we are so incredibly fortunate.

Like the sky .  . being more in touch with those ‘subtle impressions’ now . . .  I can feel some water needs releasing from me.  Interesting how these bodies work . . . fascinating really . . . such a miraculous creation.  Being a Miss Virgo with a Capricorn Moon . . .  and Gemini on the Ascendant . . . emotions don’t often get a look in . . . well at least not on the surface.  Far to busy creating magick . . . to allow interference from those pesky irritations.  But as I mentioned yesterday . . . emotions are messengers . . . and it seems us girls have a stronger connection to them too.  I’m really seeing how powerful they are.  And how they need to be listened to . . . and released.  Bottled emotions. . .  not good . . . we need to consider our Body.  Like I said . .  they’re powerful Energy charges . . . super charged at times . . .They are for a reason . .  ’cause they’re trying to get our attention . . . move, move, move . . . they say . . .we need to be familiar with their language.

What I’ve been experiencing. . . since beginning this recent journey . . . 13th day now . . . and I haven’t always been good; is that relationships are our major learning tool.  Now I’m not talking about just the one with the capital R . . . no . . . all connections . . . with everything, human and otherwise . . . is a relationship.  I know I often hesitate using the word. . . ’cause it’s often so loaded . . . often thought to mean . .  romantic relationships etc.  But no . . . it’s every single thing we’ve connected to . .  over our entire life. . . . and it’s these . . . that have shaped our psyche. . . .and our physical structure.

I like to look at cycles . . . the current influence of everything . . . especially the natural world.  It’s always been an interest of mine.  So as I began to focus on this current intention of mine. . . . Healing Myself . . . I looked back over the last few months . . . all the planetary cycles . . . the eclipses etc . . . as they often are . . . they were very revealing.  Yep, I was back on the operating table.  Maybe I haven’t left it these last couple of years . . . . but it became very clear to me . . . the powerful influence of ‘relationship’ . . .My internal structure had been formed by these . . . scary and fascinating at the same time.

I’m reading this good book at present . . . Rewire Your Brain for Love . . . by Marsha Lucas PhD . . . she’s easy to read, has a cute style . . . in amongst all the anatomical descriptions of the brain.  She’s a Neuropsychologist and Psychotherapist . . . with a geeky (her own description) fascination for neuroscience . . . the way the brain is moulded and shaped . .  by our experiences.  . .  our relationships with the world around us.

Well. . . as mentioned often . . .I’m more of an Energy girl . . . it’s pretty fascinating to read what actually happens in the physical/electrical structure . . . but I suppose . . . it’s energy that allows everything to exist . . . everything is energy after all.

So . . . all my bits and pieces inside . . . have been structured and formed by what’s happened in my life so far . . . I can accept that . . .but we’re creators . . . not victims . . . and we have choice . . . intention . . . focus . . . . and Grace.  We can ‘rewire our brains’ . . . as Martha says.

But I guess what I’m seeing. . . is that when there’s a real intention to heal . . . all the ‘underlying’ energy . . . often blocked . . . begins to loosen . . . and rise to the surface.  It needs to be released.  Our bodies have been doing a stirling job . . . restricted as they have been  . . . by all that blocked, diseased, built up energy. . .  my Pranic Healing training here . . .

Yes. . . . it may be all a bit serious . . . for Boxing Day . . . but to be honest, it doesn’t hold much meaning to me.  I’d be the first to celebrate real things . . . but not just ’cause someone tells me too . . . . the little rebel raising her head.

So hope your holiday time is super enjoyable. . . and you get to share real feeling with loved ones and family.  I had my wonderful family time a few weeks ago . . .  still savouring that.  Love really is  . . . .all that matters.

Enjoy every moment. . . you get. . . to breath . . . and appreciate . . . it’s more precious than we’ll ever really understand

lotsa luv. . . .  marilynxxxxxx

down in Faerie Gully

 

My journal entry for today (and my first book published next year . . .)

Well. . . . it’s Christmas morning . . . everything around me is the same . . . the ‘natural’ world operating as usual . . . .it’s not a day of significance in their diary.  There are those days thou . . .you can feel the shift . . . the movement of the natural world . . . when something significant occurs.  But man-made (‘scuse politically incorrect) dates just simply go by unnoticed . . .now the day of the Solstice . . . that was different.  I could feel the energy, it was pulsing . . . our great Fire ball in the sky. . . stopped for a moment . . . to change his focus.  Well in the ‘real’ world it’s the Earth that shifts . . . not the Sun . .  but whoever, which one . . . we get to feel it.

I’m incredibly tired today . . . did too much yesterday . .  and didn’t do enough of the things I’d promised.  Big times for me . . . like never before.  I’ve never had this degree of incapacitation before.  Obviously brought about by the fall . .  and then earlier the sprained ankle. . .’they’ say, these things happen.  And not much therapy to counteract the challenges.

Kooka’s think that’s funny . . . or they’re just confirming my awareness.

You see I have this habit. . . of wanting to do things.  It’s how I’ve always been. . . for as long as I remember.  I have a love of Life. . .  a love of creating . . . a love of immersing myself. . .  in the magick.

Went down to the Gully yesterday morning. . . to have a swim in the dam . . .but I see clearly now, that I was already aware of my fatigue.  ‘Cause I hesitated for a moment before going over to the dam, my body just wanting to sit under the tree.  I knew . . . but I overrode my more subtle impressions.  It seems I have to live there now . . . in those subtle impressions.  There will be gifts there of course . . . a new way of living.

Finer and finer and finer . . . it becomes . . . death to the old ways . . . birthing of the new.  Now I reckon we’re all going thru that right now . . . all in different ways . . .unique to us.  It’s like the old way doesn’t work anymore . . . it’s done and dusted.  But only each one of us . . . knows what new way we need to follow.

So into the dam . . . I know I was pushing . . .big, big, big mistake . . . no pushing allowed now.  But I did get to lie down under the Faerie Trees after my swim (8 laps . . . and it’s a big dam . . . am I silly or what!!!) . . protected by the numerous ants in the grass . . . by my beautiful mauve, rayon sarong.  I look up to the sky. . . thru the branches and leaves . . . it’s difficult to describe how magickal it is there, how it feels.  I am incredibly fortunate. . .to be able to experience what I do . . . during these critical times.

‘Cause it seems lots are in crisis . . . including my body. . . the vision of ‘wellness’ so important to hold steady.

‘Leave no room for doubt in your mind’. . .  my dearest, dearest friend reminds me often.  I have been a Doubting Thomas. . .  in fact I gave myself that name.  Amazing things would happen to me . . . and I would start off by saying . . ‘I don’t know whether its my mind or not’.  I’ve travelled many miles since then . . . thank god.  But there’s still areas when this insidious Doubt raises its most unattractive face . . . sometimes I get hoodwinked . . . then I have to untangle myself . . . to get out of its web . . . so sticky it’s tentacles.

Anyway. . . vegie garden in need of attention . . .  didn’t do much . . . but a lot more walking than obviously allocated.  So on my back last night, just into bed . . . my body not happy . . .I’m sorry, I say . . .I’ll take better care of you tomorrow. . . I promise.

You see . . . what I’ve intended . . . I’ve never done before . . .  never, ever . . . in my entire life. . . ‘3 month intensive of resting, healing, nutrition and regenerating’.  Allowing nothing in my life that doesn’t uplift me.  I’ve never been ruthless before . . .but we’re talking about my life now . . . the rules have changed. These times come when we have very few choices.

I decided after a few weeks of quite concerning body symptoms . . . that I was going to heal myself of Post Polio.  Well   . . . as I’ve mentioned before. . . I’m not big on labels . . . and certainly not modern medicine’s analysis of the body.  But they were words that held some relevance . . . but then I added . . .’releasing the blockages . . . created by the energy . . . that birthed the environment . . . in which the ‘virus’ was attracted.

I’m an Energy focused girl . . . it’s always been my ‘thing’. . . much more interested in what lies behind the physical form.  I’ve been this way for as long as I remember . . . I started looking when I was only young . . . looking at symbols . . . and the meanings of certain behaviours.

So I’m Healing myself . . . I think it was the 14th of December I birthed my intention . . . it’s now the 25th . . .I’ve both moved forward and backward.  But I see ‘backward’ movement is just tied to old habits . . . repetitive thoughts . . . ways of doing.  I did say I was a doer . . . well Virgo and Capricorn . . . and both my parents rarely stopped . . . work, work, work . . . keep ourselves distracted from this precious moment called ‘Now’ . . . .god . . . who knows what might manifest!

I believe  . . .  well, I experience . . .that emotions are at the root of most diseases.  Emotions are powerful energy charges . . . they reverberate thru our bodies . . . possibly causing all kinds of carnage.  They’re messengers . . . created in this incredibly sophisticated, simple, intelligent Body . . . they translate our responses to the environment around us . . . . creating our very cellular structure.

They can become distorted . . . when certain emotions carry that extra charge . . . memories in the body . . . from times before.  But overall they’re not too far off the mark . . . they tell us how we’re feeling about what’s going on.  So we get to move our body away from harm.

So not much movement today for me . . . . I’m Healing . . . I’m Healing . . . I’m Healing myself.

marilynxxxxxxx

Well it’s Christmas Day . . . feels like any other.  It’s 5.25am . . . I’m outside with the morning. . . drinking Chai.. . . . with Soy and honey of course.  I got to sleep in till 4.45am . . . well, her Highness didn’t get in last night till 1am . . . and of course, guess who had to get up and let her in!!

So instead of 3.45am . . .  my white fury, affectionate buddy nuzzling into my face . . . . it was an hour later. . . . that must have been her Christmas gift to me.  I’m thankful for small mercies . . . . .

It’s light. . . Sun not visible yet . . . it’s cool, deliciously cool.  So fresh and new . . . it’s a brand new day.

I’m celebrating being alive . . . having a body. . . that works, well, most of the time.  A mind that can create all sorts of wonderful things.  A Heart that beats . . . synchronized with The Love.  Ears that can hear . . . the magickal chirping of the birds.  Skin that can sense . . . the slightest change in the air . . . Emotions that alert me to where I’ve wandered.

A deep fascination . . . for everything living.

As I sit on my weathered grey, uncovered deck . . . I join with Life . . . our Energies mingle.  She moves into me .  . I go willingly to her . . . like a child, a fascination that never seems to dim.

The grass so green . . . after all the rain gifts.  Air sparkles with enthusiasm . . . and delightful vigour.  Manifest Life moves along so gently . . . following the script that they were given.

What is our Script?  Us human beings. . . . living in a world of multiple choices.

A Genie’s Lamp . . . we think we have . . . . rub, rub, rub . . . look, I’ve fulfilled my desire.  But what is the desire that tugs at our core . . . the longing, the attraction, the need . . .  for more.

It’s Christmas Day. . . . whatever that means.  Life seems beyond such petty labels.  But we humans love to believe . . . in something miraculous . . . Joy and Love . . . Giving and Receiving.

All is the same in my world today . . . . Life is celebrating . . . and I am alive to witness it . . . the greatest Gift . . . .THANK YOU!!

May your every moment be Joyous . . . filled to the brim . . . with the Divine Essence.

Last night here . . . . .

Lotsa Luv. . . .  marilynxxxxxxx

The last post Nov 12th . . . Saturn had begun his journey thru Scorpio . . .  and the Scorpio Eclipse was just around the corner.  A lot’s happened during then and now . . . and as always . . . it involved my body, which of course always includes . . . my mental/emotional/psychic . . . and all the ‘experience’ that contributes.  We have many layers.  My beautiful Moon in the 8th house . . .”a NEED to understand the cycles of Life and the metaphysical nature of the world”. . . .yes.   More about that later . . . it’s just good to be back to writing my blog.

But Today . . . . . yesterday we experienced the most magnificent rain gifts . . . this morning everything so vibrant with Life Energy . . . . renewed, refreshed and ready for new growth. . . no such thing as a coincidence . . .

the air so clear

fresh

and new

the sounds of Life

the ’empty’ space

creates Life anew

the fullness

the emptiness

the ending

the beginning

the being

the experiencing

the acceptance

the filling

the Love

the Caring

the Honouring

the acceptance

the absorbing

the releasing

the understanding

the magick

Life . . . . once again . . .renewed. . .  for living . . . and being . . . . .THANK YOU

 

Wet grass

and my feet

meet

such enjoyment

feels so good

garden sparkles

Prana plentiful

birds singing

Life exquisite

the Giver . . . . unimaginable

‘Just receive

my precious girl

this is all for you

to cherish’

 

marilynxxxxx

 

 

It all began . . . this story . . . this morning.  I started thinking about my current feelings (in a certain area, that’s as much as I’ll reveal) . .  . how different they were from times previous.  On the surface, they may appear similar (well they don’t actually) . . . but their foundation is so different.  I started thinking about ‘obsession’.  I recognised its intrusions into my life.  Anyway this got me started on Scorpio . . . doesn’t take much to start me.  Then with the pen securely held between my thumb and forefinger, a blank page . . . and my channels open . . . the words start flowing.  I really do love writing . . . ’cause it’s not just the words on the page . . . it’s the experience.  You see, I get to experience what I’m writing.  That’s so neat!  So many ‘ah ha’ moments.

Mr Scorpio is quite present in my chart (Astrological Natal Chart) . . . so his influence hasn’t gone unnoticed.  Scorpio’s not that much interested with the surface goings on . . . . he likes to get to the juicy bits.  He has a wicked sense of humour . . . and is not afraid of bringing up taboo subjects.  After all that’s his territory.  Nothing taboo about them to him.  He lives in the Underworld . . . you know the one . . . kept tightly locked behind a steel door . . . locked securely, sound proof walls . . . no light . . . etc etc.  Black and Red. . . conjure up any images . . . ?

Pluto rules Scorpio . . . the Underworld God who brings the blessing of transformation.  He’s not light . . . not by any stretch . . . and he can be heavy-handed.  But he’s loyal to the core . . . he walks his talk ..  . and you’ll never be the same . . . once you meet him . . . intimately . . . of course!! He demands a closeness. .  . that may at first seem uncomfortable.  But there’s no escaping him . . . once he has his sights set on you. . .  you’ve had it (with the past) . . . may as well surrender.  I didn’t say it was going to be easy.

Scorpio’s energy is very healing  . . . he’s the Master Physician.  His x-ray vision allows him to spot the ‘disease’ immediately.  His hands . . . used with such precision and knowledge . . . knowing how to cut out. . .  the festering tissue.  He understands the Psyche . . . he’s also a Master in this field . . . he knows, with surety . . . how the psyche directs the body.

He’s very gifted, our Scorpio friend.  A great friend to have around . . . when delicate operations are needed.  He won’t pander to your Ego . . . or whisper sweet nothings in your ear.  He won’t put you to bed and make you tea and scones (you need Cancer for that).  He won’t beat around the bush . . . he’ll come right to the point.  I love his honesty and his direct approach.

He can simmer . . . oh yes . . . when something is rubbing him the wrong way.  He can be revengeful . . . he has a powerful resource of energy (best not to ignite it).  He is Pluto the destroyer . . . and the bringer of new life.

He is our friend . . . but the journey with him may not always be easy.  But you can wear your battle scars with pride . . . and acceptance.  You’ve paid your dues . . . and now have a right . . . to stand up and be accepted.  The fire has burnt thru you . . . no sickness remains . . . he’s the destroyer of all . . . that’s dead and decayed . ..  rotten and putrid.

He has the guts . . . to not only face this stinking, rotten pile of baggage . . . but walk right into the middle . . . and start cleaning it up.  He’s a Warrior . . . he’s a Physician . . . a man with x-ray vision . . . he’s a smouldering Lover, he can be jealous and possessive.  It’s because he gives his whole Heart . . . the depths of his being.  And he accepts equal return . . . not good to invite his fury.

So it’s healing time . . . down to the depths . . . take this opportunity . . . it really is a blessing.  Leave the surface for a while . . . a journey is required . . . down, down, down . . . . down to the centre. . . the ground floor of your being.  It’s dark, it’s smokey . . . it’s red with blood . . . it’s intense, the energy hits you . . . as soon as you walk in.  You’ve been invited to visit the Underworld . . . down to Hades domain . . . he’s been patiently waiting . . . for your arrival.

You say you’re a little hesitant . . . not sure you’re ready to go there.  Well, when you hear the raspy-throated call . . . you have no choice, you will go there . . . willingly . . . or without your agreement.

You see Healing begins at the deepest level . . .  of all you carry within you.  The storage space where you hide your ‘unpleasantries’ . . . the things that are socially unacceptable.  Hades doesn’t give a poop . . . he’s not governed by temporary niceties.  He’s been around for a long, long time . . . he knows the territory thoroughly.

So here we sit on the Eve of the Eclipse . . . this mighty Super New Moon in Scorpio.

Now you have the choice . . . to let go . . . or hold on . .  I can tell you what will be the easiest.  But, I know . . . you need to work it out for yourself.

Neptune goes Direct today . . . jump on his wave and let him carry you to the depths .  . he’ll make it a little easier . .  at least you’ve got the transport sorted . . . see, all’s taken care of.

Enjoy yourself . . . . and ALLOW the HEALING to happen.

lotsa luv

marilynxxxx

Rain so plentiful – replenishing all

I have one planetary sensitive cat . . . my dear feline companion, we’ve had quite a journey.  Little Miss Scorpio with big Miss Virgo . . . yes, we’ve had some ‘moments’ . . . no use denying.  But her loyalty and her love has never faltered . . . she’s accepted me warts and all . . . and continues to love me . . . her presence in my life . . . is no accident.  Issues of control and authority. . . not always so easy . . . many sides of myself she magnified for me.  And I’m still only learning. . . about her amazing healing abilities.

Planetary sensitive?  We have a household full of that . . . when the planets start moving. . . so do we.  Took me ages to recognise the basis of her skittish behaviour . . . tearing around the house, no way of settling.  From window to window . . . meowing at the door . . .’no, you’re not going out . . . I’m going to bed (and I have the final say!!!).  Yes, we have our moments.  When she’s so energetically jittery . . . well, honestly, it drives me nuts . . . ‘sit, be quiet . . . get into your bed’ .  She knows me enough now . . that she ‘appears’ to behave . . . that is till I’m out of the room . . .  she is a Scorpio. . . . after all.

Ahhh the Eclipse . . . it finally dawned . . . that’s why she’s all over the place . . . and not any old Eclipse . . .  her very own one . . . in Scorpio.  Well now I understand the reason . . . but still she’s had a few nights in the laundry . . . I have to sleep!!!

So even from the laundry I can hear my alarm . . . Snowie calling . . . it’s 4.25am.  She’s a bugger . . .

But I’m up . .  I’m like a kid at a fair . . . it’s another day . . . and the mornings are my favourite.  ‘Cause you can really feel the magick . ..  it’s vibration is strong . . . a birthing energy . . . a brand new day.  When you think . . . that no moment . . . will ever be repeated .  . how do we honour every moment that passes.  And it’s not just any moment . . . it comes with Life energy . . . totally full . . . completely original.  And we get to experience . . . how many in our Life?  No wonder I get excited when a new day arrives.

Out in the morning . . . the most incredible majesty . . . Life is happening . . . all around me.  I’m so incredibly fortunate.  Today the rain . . . more beautiful rain . . . bringing moisture to parched dry soil . . .filling the reservoirs for times ahead.

A flock of Ibis . . . now another. . .  and another . . .now there are many joining together,  circling in the sky  . . . right in front of me, caught up in the magick. . . .the magick of the morning.  Then over the trees . . . to welcome another lover of the morning.

Grey clouds moving from the South .  . . heading North . . . sharing their load with others waiting.  Trust so important, as we journey along this Life Path . . and understanding that all is provided.  Nothing has been left out . . . not one thing omitted.

The glorious kaleidoscope of Loving and Giving.  Tears rise, my brain steps back . . . allowing the Heart to relish this wonder.  Clouds moving swiftly, they know where they’re heading . . . distributing moisture to dry and parched gardens . . . bringing the sparkle that only moisture can contribute.  This Earth is a garden . . .of immense proportions . . . filled with so much Beauty, Love and Kindness.  All grow to share, to provide, to shelter.  All come forth . . .to offer their wisdom.

The doorway may seem invisible at times . . . the passage between the real and imagined.  We’ve become confused with what we think is real .. . in steel and concrete . . . nothing can grow.  Yes, all has it’s purpose, when used with awareness . . .providing support and structure . ..  to assist us on our journey.

We come into this world small yet so brave . .  and with so much wisdom, we carry from before.  We venture out . .  into this foreign land, protected by Love . .  a chord, connected to the real.  But as time moves on . . . we forget lots of things, our focus redirected into imaginary worlds.

Brand new yellow/green leaves. . . on the beautiful Paperbark . . .glisten with raindrops, moving gently with the wind.  They’re dancing . . .moving to the rhythm.  The rhythm of Life . . . can you feel it . . . can you see it?  Can you feel Mother Gaia supporting your existence.  Can you feel her love . . . such gentle fingers . . . caressing your face . . . as the breath enters your body.

You were given the greatest gift .  . available in this entire Universe.  You were given Life . .  and a home on this precious Earth . . .there is no greater miracle.

I love so deeply, so fully . . . so enchanted . . . by all the Magick . . . that supports my existence.  I wish I could really describe . . . in words . . . what it’s like.  But even beautiful words . . . have their limitations.  But it’s never the words, oh yes, they can be clever . . .but it’s the Heart . . .that directs the hand . . . to find the pen and paper.

And then safely ensconced between thumb and forefinger . . the Heart has the stage . . .and boy is she ready.

Immerse yourself in the magick of your existence . . . you are Loved . . . beyond, beyond, beyond . . . recognition.

A brief visit from the Sun on the fresh new leaves

lotsa luv

marilynxxxx

  this morning at Mahalia –  the rain’s come

 

It’s raining . . . . that’s big news in these parts . . . having moved into a dry spell.  We were all calling on the Rain God. . .  and he answered!  I knew he would . . . I trusted he’d come . . . I made sure I gave thanks, with my request . .  and then with full trust I waited . . . he arrived with such brilliance.  Strong, heavy, penetrating rain . . . the dry earth drinking, drinking and drinking . . . the frog’s exuberant chorus filled the early evening presence . . . making whoopy . . . for lots of gorgeous baby tadpoles.  So nice to have Frog energy.  The garden is radiant . . . all are smiling . . . insects, birds and the tiniest of tiny creatures . . . it’s easy to feel their jubilant joyfullness.  They too, trust the Rain God will come . . . they wait patiently for his arrival.

Neptune . . . Emperor of the Oceans . . . guardian of our feeling nature . . . is presently radiating strength and fullness.  At 6 hr 52 mins 38 seconds today (AEDST) . . .  that’s NSW here in Oz land . . . . Neptune finishes his retrograde travels and stands still for a while, very still . . . re-orienting himself to forward movement. This action intensifies a planet’s energy . . . as you could imagine . . . a massive ball of energy and matter stopping, standing still . . . all that energy for movement contained in one space . . . it’s very strong . . . and influences us considerably.  He’ll stay in this space for  2 days . . . and then at 6 hr 52 mins 38 sec (yes exactly the same time!! What’s the chances of that!!) on the 12th he begins his new forward journey.

Neptune rules our Feeling nature . . . he also resides over the Lands of Magickal Wonder . . . the Secret Gardens . . . Life behind the curtain.  He  tells the best stories.  He holds the gift of Healing . . . by putting us in touch with our feelings.  Feelings could be big these next few days . . . listen to them . . . they’re trying to get your attention.  Our feelings are a barometer . . . to what’s happening with us . . . it’s really best not to ignore them.  What you feel needs validation, acceptance . . . and honouring.  The Body is a Divine Creation.

All illness begins in our energetic fields . . . created from our Feelings, our Emotions . . . our Energy Bodies.  We can understand right there, what needs addressing.  We ignore these at our peril.  If the Life Energy cannot get our attention thru our Feelings and Emotions . . . it will travel further into our denser field . . . the Body.  Here it will speak very loudly . . . we don’t want that . . . best to listen when the volume is much lower.

We create our illness and disease . . . and we can also heal it.

This weekend is a blessed opportunity . . . to get in touch with our feelings . . . where in our body do we feel them . . . what are they trying to tell me . . . don’t ignore them.

We’re being given an incredible opportunity . . . swirling in the midst of this Scorpionic Eclipse . . . New Moon time . . . and Neptune.  Our beloved Neptune . . . the great Healer. . . . shining his full vibrational force upon us.  These are significant times . . . an amazing time. . . of rebirth and total transformation.  We are so very fortunate to be here . . . at this time . . . we will see miracles occurring.  They are already happening.

This moment of time is new . . . brand new . . . untouched by anything before or after . .  . and in this moment. . .we can experience the miracle of Life. . . . vibrating thru our Body . . . . cocooning us, surrounding us. . . in a myriad of life forms.  We are alive. . .  we are living. . . this incredible breath brings me Life . . . such enormous generosity.  Such overwhelming kindness.

So stop and feel . . . what do you feel . . . around you . . . in your body?  Slow down a few paces . . . watch and listen . . . observe .  . and open . . . to the incredible majesty that is occurring. . .  right now.  It’s all happening within you.

Have a great weekend . . . . wherever you are. . .  and whatever you’re doing.  But also, maybe, stop . . even for a few minutes . . .  and allow Neptune to step forward, let him speak to you . . . . his magick is delightfully mysterious. . .  inspiringly creative. . . . and so lovingly healing.

Enjoy your living

lotsa luv . . . . marilynxxxx

Yes these are Big Times . . . but so much is being given.

It’s like a Renaissance . . . . the Birthing. . .  of a whole new Story.  Personally, I feel incredibly grateful to have taken this journey . . . of 2011 and 2012 . . . here at Mahalia.  I gave her that name . . . or so I thought . . . obviously she allowed me to feel it.  The name represents Tenderness. . . and marrow . . . ‘the innermost, best or essential part . . . the core . . . the central Power.  She is all of those things.

She drew me here . . . to heal . . . to teach me about Magick.  I knew,  many years ago, when I first ‘visioned’  her . . . that there was something I needed to learn.  I make . . . well co-create . .  Flower Essences . . . I thought it may have been going ‘deeper’ into the understanding of natural medicines.  I couldn’t have imagined how it was going to be . . . . we never can . . . can we.

Nothing really happens . . . as we imagine.  It has its own unique path. . .  of manifestation.  It’s good that way.  We get so many beautiful surprises.  I had my plans, yes . . . my dreams . . . my wishes; but I also had my intuitive vision . . . and I listened to the calling.  My curiosity and pioneer spirit . . . helps here too.  And I love learning. . . love growing . . . it’s the best sensation.  And with my little Capricorn Moon . . . which often gets such a bad rap . . . ‘particularly not good for a woman’ . . . well I have to disagree . . . Yes, situations, especially emotional ones, haven’t been easy . . . but when are they . . .  especially being a woman . . brought up on all those doctored stories . . . and without the support of the Goddesses.  But she (Capricorn Moon) connects me to the Earth . . . to her energy of manifestation . . . the core, the structure of Life . . . her foundation . . . so she’s really pretty groovy.  And . . . she demands authenticity ..  . . oohhh . . . from me . . .  and others.

But I heard the call . . . I listened . . . and I responded.  Yes it took courage . . . but we’re made of that stuff . . . aren’t we girls.  We give birth . . . .

I followed their enchanting, hypnotic sound . ..  and they brought me here.

Over these 2 years much has happened to me.  I got to stop . . .  really stop . . . and listen .  I got to stop . . . really stop . .  and ‘See’.  And that changed my life forever.  I’ve always been a bit of a sensitive chick . . . a modern woman with ancient roots . . . but this ‘learning’ that’s been so generously offered . . . I could never have found . . . no matter where I went . . . or who I asked.  It was personal, so very personal . . . tuition . .  by the ‘Goddesses’ themselves . . . . the, so very, Ancient Feminine Wisdom . . . from which our precious Earth is created.

It radiates from the Earth . . . it shines from the trees . . . our most ancient wisdom keepers.  It glows from the flowers and plants . . . and welcomes us thru our animal friends.  It’s in the air . . . the water we drink . . . it’s the Energy of Life . . . that we live and breathe.  Mother Earth is made from this Sacred Wisdom . . . she radiates it . . . and speaks it constantly.

I was invited here . . . to experience it.  I wasn’t expecting anything like this.  How could I . . . it was beyond my understanding and previous experience . . .  or at least that I consciously remembered.   So yes Magick exists . . . . I use that word often . . . ’cause I reckon it’s the best there is . . . to really describe . . . what’s really going on.

I can tell you I feel incredibly grateful . . . for all that’s been given . . . and continues to be given . . . . every day .. . . every moment.  We are all so incredibly fortunate . . . to be alive . . . and living on this so very Sacred Planet.  An awakening to this Sacredness . . . is essential.

have a glorious day

lotsa luv. . . . marilynxxxx

 

 

Totally embraced

by Her enormous, loving arms

She holds me

I feel Her so close.

My body tingles

with Her delicate touch

I hear Her whisper

I Love you so much.

I feel her presence

so thick . . . so full

Tears come

I feel Her so near.

Divinity touches

comes close . . .  caresses

Life created

from the blood of the Creator.

I feel this Magick

penetrate my skin

entering my Body

our Blood mingles

and merges.

I have the Creator’s Blood

within me

no distance

no separation between us.

Tears come

my Body tingles

a Blessed Child

I Honour the Giving.

Everything so full

no separation

all together

singing the Glory.

Awaken my voice

please help me to sing

sing your Glory

while I still have breath.

I’m a Child of God

there is no doubt here

I’m Loved and Loved

then more Love is given.

My eyes wide open

with magickal wonder

at all that is present

open and receiving.

Can I continue to sing

sing your Glory

LIFE is HAPPENING

there is no greater miracle.

Morning has awoken

a new day is dawning

all around me

the welcoming chorus

Magick is happening.

lots of love

marilynxxx

My alarm’s reliable . . . she’s white and furry, with a distinctive sound . . . there’s no chance of ignoring.  She’s mobile this alarm . . . and carries some weight . . . she doesn’t ring on the bed-side table . .  she hops up and sits directly in front of your face!!  She goes off about the same time each day . . . around 4am.

This morning I was tired . .  weary inside and out . . . a big day yesterday . . . still feeling the effects.  I tried to linger. . . roll over . . . go back to sleep . . . ‘no’ I say to my little furry friend.  Off she jumps . . . but she’s immediately back.  Now I’m awake. . . it’s time to get out of bed.

No thoughts of Meteors . . . or going outside. . . slowly this morning. . . the Body wants to go. . . . on this crisp beginning of another dawn.  Went to boil some water . . . to add to my lovely mix. . . of fresh ginger and cardamon and a stick of coiled cinnamon.  Ahh, bottles empty . . . need to go outside to get some more . . . I put rain water in coloured bottles. . . and leave them out in the Sun.

They got me outside . . .sneaky little/big buggers!  Too tired, I thought  . .  for more adventures this morning.  But once my eyes spotted regal Jupiter . . . glowing his brilliance . . .  at the exact mid-point, again, sitting above the beautiful Tree.  They had me.

Orion still crowning Jupiter . . . never too far away from his beloved Pleiadian Maidens.  Pleiades to the left (would be 12th house in the ‘chart’) . . . so small. . .  but so enchantingly hypnotic.  Rising in the East . . . again at the mid-point . . .Venus sparkles her magnificent Beauty.

I was caught, once again . . .  in the Magick of the Morning.  When Day meets Night. . . they embrace and share their stories  . . . before returning to their duties.

WOW!!  Unexpected . . . a Meteor dives with such magickal presence . . . flies thru the air . . . direct. . . from Jupiter to the Pleiades.  My tummy fills with butterflies . . . my eyes fill with tears . . . captured in the Magick. . . . once again.

Then another . . . again across the Pleiades . . . I’m caught, really caught. . . . the Magick has got me.  It’s not easy to describe the sensations I’m having. . . my Body feels sparkly . . . excited . . . and enchanted.  ‘Caught in the Magick’ . . . best way I can describe it.

Then out of the very corner of my eye . . . I see a flash . . . a brilliant flash of golden light.  My head spins swiftly . . . quickly turning . . . what was that???  I saw it . . . I saw it.  It was a thick trail of golden light . . .  heading for the horizon . . . in the very exact . . . North East corner.

That just blew me away . . . . what an amazing blessing. . . . .

Oh . . .just before that dazzling show of Meteor brilliance caught my eye . . . an Owl flew, inches from my face . . . circling my head.  Boy, what a morning!

A  tired little girl this morning . . . with no thoughts of magick. . . . just wanting to linger inside . . . warm and nurtured.

Yes Life is Magick all right . . . really. . .  it’s the only way. . .  I can describe it.

 

Enjoy the Magick . . . while you have the chance

lotsa luv . . . . marilynxxxx