I feel better than yesterday. . . Body has settled a bit more . . . lots of sleep last night (madam (fury white bundle) in the laundry) . . . it’s raining outside, it’s light . . . no sun yet . . . the birds are serenading . . . . a new day has begun. The sweet sound of rain falling . . . caressing and nurturing all it touches. . . the ground drinking and drinking. Well, it seems to have cleared my Auric field as well . . .
Yesterday wasn’t an easy day . . . in many ways . . . we have those sometimes . . . being human and all. But boy, am I ever grateful . . . to truly appreciate the fact . . . that I’m alive. ‘Cause one day I will not be . . . thankfully we don’t know when . . . and I guess we all hope it will be some time long in the future . . . well, the future just becomes shorter and shorter. But as the future gets shorter and shorter. . . the past becomes longer and longer . . . memories of all those so incredibly special moments . . . that we got to experience living. . . . we are so incredibly fortunate.
Like the sky . . being more in touch with those ‘subtle impressions’ now . . . I can feel some water needs releasing from me. Interesting how these bodies work . . . fascinating really . . . such a miraculous creation. Being a Miss Virgo with a Capricorn Moon . . . and Gemini on the Ascendant . . . emotions don’t often get a look in . . . well at least not on the surface. Far to busy creating magick . . . to allow interference from those pesky irritations. But as I mentioned yesterday . . . emotions are messengers . . . and it seems us girls have a stronger connection to them too. I’m really seeing how powerful they are. And how they need to be listened to . . . and released. Bottled emotions. . . not good . . . we need to consider our Body. Like I said . . they’re powerful Energy charges . . . super charged at times . . .They are for a reason . . ’cause they’re trying to get our attention . . . move, move, move . . . they say . . .we need to be familiar with their language.
What I’ve been experiencing. . . since beginning this recent journey . . . 13th day now . . . and I haven’t always been good; is that relationships are our major learning tool. Now I’m not talking about just the one with the capital R . . . no . . . all connections . . . with everything, human and otherwise . . . is a relationship. I know I often hesitate using the word. . . ’cause it’s often so loaded . . . often thought to mean . . romantic relationships etc. But no . . . it’s every single thing we’ve connected to . . over our entire life. . . . and it’s these . . . that have shaped our psyche. . . .and our physical structure.
I like to look at cycles . . . the current influence of everything . . . especially the natural world. It’s always been an interest of mine. So as I began to focus on this current intention of mine. . . . Healing Myself . . . I looked back over the last few months . . . all the planetary cycles . . . the eclipses etc . . . as they often are . . . they were very revealing. Yep, I was back on the operating table. Maybe I haven’t left it these last couple of years . . . . but it became very clear to me . . . the powerful influence of ‘relationship’ . . .My internal structure had been formed by these . . . scary and fascinating at the same time.
I’m reading this good book at present . . . Rewire Your Brain for Love . . . by Marsha Lucas PhD . . . she’s easy to read, has a cute style . . . in amongst all the anatomical descriptions of the brain. She’s a Neuropsychologist and Psychotherapist . . . with a geeky (her own description) fascination for neuroscience . . . the way the brain is moulded and shaped . . by our experiences. . . our relationships with the world around us.
Well. . . as mentioned often . . .I’m more of an Energy girl . . . it’s pretty fascinating to read what actually happens in the physical/electrical structure . . . but I suppose . . . it’s energy that allows everything to exist . . . everything is energy after all.
So . . . all my bits and pieces inside . . . have been structured and formed by what’s happened in my life so far . . . I can accept that . . .but we’re creators . . . not victims . . . and we have choice . . . intention . . . focus . . . . and Grace. We can ‘rewire our brains’ . . . as Martha says.
But I guess what I’m seeing. . . is that when there’s a real intention to heal . . . all the ‘underlying’ energy . . . often blocked . . . begins to loosen . . . and rise to the surface. It needs to be released. Our bodies have been doing a stirling job . . . restricted as they have been . . . by all that blocked, diseased, built up energy. . . my Pranic Healing training here . . .
Yes. . . . it may be all a bit serious . . . for Boxing Day . . . but to be honest, it doesn’t hold much meaning to me. I’d be the first to celebrate real things . . . but not just ’cause someone tells me too . . . . the little rebel raising her head.
So hope your holiday time is super enjoyable. . . and you get to share real feeling with loved ones and family. I had my wonderful family time a few weeks ago . . . still savouring that. Love really is . . . .all that matters.
Enjoy every moment. . . you get. . . to breath . . . and appreciate . . . it’s more precious than we’ll ever really understand
lotsa luv. . . . marilynxxxxxx