it’s a new day . . .

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I feel better than yesterday. . . Body has settled a bit more . . . lots of sleep last night (madam (fury white bundle) in the laundry) . . . it’s raining outside, it’s light . . . no sun yet . . . the birds are serenading . . . . a new day has begun.  The sweet sound of rain falling . . . caressing and nurturing all it touches. . .  the ground drinking and drinking.  Well, it seems to have cleared my Auric field as well . . .

Yesterday wasn’t an easy day . . . in many ways . . . we have those sometimes . . . being human and all.  But boy, am I ever grateful . . . to truly appreciate the fact . . . that I’m alive.  ‘Cause one day I will not be . . . thankfully we don’t know when . . . and I guess we all hope it will be some time long in the future . . . well, the future just becomes shorter and shorter.  But as the future gets shorter and shorter. . . the past becomes longer and longer . . . memories of all those so incredibly special moments . . . that we got to experience living. . . . we are so incredibly fortunate.

Like the sky .  . being more in touch with those ‘subtle impressions’ now . . .  I can feel some water needs releasing from me.  Interesting how these bodies work . . . fascinating really . . . such a miraculous creation.  Being a Miss Virgo with a Capricorn Moon . . .  and Gemini on the Ascendant . . . emotions don’t often get a look in . . . well at least not on the surface.  Far to busy creating magick . . . to allow interference from those pesky irritations.  But as I mentioned yesterday . . . emotions are messengers . . . and it seems us girls have a stronger connection to them too.  I’m really seeing how powerful they are.  And how they need to be listened to . . . and released.  Bottled emotions. . .  not good . . . we need to consider our Body.  Like I said . .  they’re powerful Energy charges . . . super charged at times . . .They are for a reason . .  ’cause they’re trying to get our attention . . . move, move, move . . . they say . . .we need to be familiar with their language.

What I’ve been experiencing. . . since beginning this recent journey . . . 13th day now . . . and I haven’t always been good; is that relationships are our major learning tool.  Now I’m not talking about just the one with the capital R . . . no . . . all connections . . . with everything, human and otherwise . . . is a relationship.  I know I often hesitate using the word. . . ’cause it’s often so loaded . . . often thought to mean . .  romantic relationships etc.  But no . . . it’s every single thing we’ve connected to . .  over our entire life. . . . and it’s these . . . that have shaped our psyche. . . .and our physical structure.

I like to look at cycles . . . the current influence of everything . . . especially the natural world.  It’s always been an interest of mine.  So as I began to focus on this current intention of mine. . . . Healing Myself . . . I looked back over the last few months . . . all the planetary cycles . . . the eclipses etc . . . as they often are . . . they were very revealing.  Yep, I was back on the operating table.  Maybe I haven’t left it these last couple of years . . . . but it became very clear to me . . . the powerful influence of ‘relationship’ . . .My internal structure had been formed by these . . . scary and fascinating at the same time.

I’m reading this good book at present . . . Rewire Your Brain for Love . . . by Marsha Lucas PhD . . . she’s easy to read, has a cute style . . . in amongst all the anatomical descriptions of the brain.  She’s a Neuropsychologist and Psychotherapist . . . with a geeky (her own description) fascination for neuroscience . . . the way the brain is moulded and shaped . .  by our experiences.  . .  our relationships with the world around us.

Well. . . as mentioned often . . .I’m more of an Energy girl . . . it’s pretty fascinating to read what actually happens in the physical/electrical structure . . . but I suppose . . . it’s energy that allows everything to exist . . . everything is energy after all.

So . . . all my bits and pieces inside . . . have been structured and formed by what’s happened in my life so far . . . I can accept that . . .but we’re creators . . . not victims . . . and we have choice . . . intention . . . focus . . . . and Grace.  We can ‘rewire our brains’ . . . as Martha says.

But I guess what I’m seeing. . . is that when there’s a real intention to heal . . . all the ‘underlying’ energy . . . often blocked . . . begins to loosen . . . and rise to the surface.  It needs to be released.  Our bodies have been doing a stirling job . . . restricted as they have been  . . . by all that blocked, diseased, built up energy. . .  my Pranic Healing training here . . .

Yes. . . . it may be all a bit serious . . . for Boxing Day . . . but to be honest, it doesn’t hold much meaning to me.  I’d be the first to celebrate real things . . . but not just ’cause someone tells me too . . . . the little rebel raising her head.

So hope your holiday time is super enjoyable. . . and you get to share real feeling with loved ones and family.  I had my wonderful family time a few weeks ago . . .  still savouring that.  Love really is  . . . .all that matters.

Enjoy every moment. . . you get. . . to breath . . . and appreciate . . . it’s more precious than we’ll ever really understand

lotsa luv. . . .  marilynxxxxxx

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