It’s been a wee bit sensitive of late . . . . lots moving, uncovering and being tender. Saturn’s in Scorpio.
Out in the pre-dawn, it’s 4am . . . keen to see the meteor showers . . . alas, there’s significant cloud cover . . . no complaints . . . those rain clouds are needed. I’m willing to wait . . . . so pull my sun-bed out to the uncovered deck . . . get myself a cup of tea . . . and of course my journal and pen . . . it’s very dark at this time!! I focus and wait, nothing much is visible . . . cloud cover moving, revealing each sparkle one by one. Then bingo. . . I see one . . . it’s always really special to see . . . ‘falling stars’ . . . wonderful wishes can be made. Still keen, I sit and wait . . . then begin feeling all around me. Thinking . . . everything is energy, everything has a vibration. I may not be able to see the Meteors . . . but I can feel them! So start focusing on the energy . . . so much Life . . . so much is happening. Everything’s so still and silent . . . yet so full . . and so incredibly enchanting.
My focus wanders to Jupiter . . . he’s sitting mid-point on top of the beautiful tree, not far from where I am sitting . . . the ‘MC’ I think . . . the highest mid-point in the Astrological chart . . . shining his Light for the benefit of all. Above Jupiter sits Orion and the Pleiades . . . I’ve had a visit from the Pleiadians . . . it was during the Pleiadian Eclipse a few months back . .. that was a ‘first’ . . . and another story.
I allow myself to feel the energy . . . receive the ‘transmissions’. . . so much is being given. Yes Life is giving . . . every single moment . . . yes Life is Magick . . . real, pure Magick . . . .filled with such exquisite wisdom, kindness and giving. And the Beauty . . . so awesome.
Another Meteor . . . this one goes straight to Jupiter . . . as if confirming my thinking. The darkness now infiltrated by the Light . . . the little bird in the tree (still don’t know who he is) . . . his amazing vocal chords . . . he’s been at it since 4am! Others join him now. . . from the forest . . . the oh so familiar sound of the Kookas . . . one by one they join . . . together creating that Ozzie morning chorus.
I sit looking at Jupiter . . . he’s obviously playing a big part in this incredible morning. I watch him moving westwards, no longer at the mid-point of the beautiful Tree. I realize . . . he’s not moving . . . I am! I feel myself moving thru space . . . sitting on this massive ball, dangling in air . . . experiencing myself travel thru time . . .now that’s an awesome experience!
More light . . . morning’s arriving. Have seen 4 meteor showers. . . . what real Magick! A wondrous morning . . . out here at the beginning of this brand new day . . . then I remember . . October 22nd . . . my dear, dear Mother’s Birthday.
Lots of emotion comes to the surface, tears and many memories. ‘Forgiveness’ arises . . . . I tried to ‘save’ her and I couldn’t. Forgiveness has been turning up a lot this last week also ‘Loving deeply’ . . . . first impressions were . . . jeez that’s way too hard! It’s Saturn in Scorpio time . . . these visits can be delicate. Feelings go very, very deep . . . the foundations of our emotions. We’re visiting Hade’s territory.
It’s been very tender . . . this last little while . . . lots of emotions . . . lots of feelings. Now I’m a Virgo . . with a Moon in Capricorn . . . and Gemini Ascendant . . . emotions some times don’t get a look in . . . well that’s what I tell myself anyway!!! But no way of ignoring them when the vacuum cleaner’s moving thru your psyche . . . a trip down to Hades . . . often isn’t a light one.
I think I sometimes forget I’m human . . . forget I’m a woman . . . just live in my head . . . it can be very entertaining of course . . . but certainly not the full picture! I’m not just a head . . . I’m a Body. . . I have feelings . . . emotions too . . . even if at times they confuse me and spark off a need . . . to run for the hills. Lots happening . . . well, I guess . . . when aren’t they? But this cycle of Saturn is already been very revealing.
Completing the morning’s story . . . . my dearest Mum died during the last Saturn in Scorpio cycle. A lot happened that year . . . 1982. It’s now 2012 and there’s been many years of living since then. Tender ‘things’ will always appear . . . but you know. . . I think I’m learning to work with them . . . within myself . . . then there’s not such urgency to manifest them outwards.
Meteors, Jupiter, Orion and the Pleiades . . . . Saturn in Scorpio . . . and my beautiful Mum’s birthday . . . . it’s been a very BIG morning.
All I did was get up early . . . sit outside in my comfy day-bed . . . look up . . . feel . . . . and receive all that was being given. . . and that was considerable.
Life is Magick.
Enjoy you, Living