Author: marilyn

x-ray image of the Pleiades…

‘Those who have Pleiades as their planetary origin are sensitive, loving and kind. There is a deep, abiding desire for peace and happiness for all. If one from Pleiades were asked what do you want out of life? They would likely say, “to be happy.” Pleiadeans have a pleasant smooth energy which others enjoy being near.

They are emotional and loving, but tend to repress much due to their desire to please others. They are sensitive and react quickly to criticism. Pleiadeans tend to sacrifice personal needs and wants while attempting to please others. This may cause inner resentment. Rather than expressing resentment or anger openly, Pleiadeans may instead use passive aggressive behavior in hopes that their feelings will be noticed and responded to without the need for discussion. They must learn to realize others whom they seek to please would usually prefer to hear their feelings and needs. Pleiadeans can become physically ill in situations where there is anger, open tension or arguments around them, as they absorb emotions of others in an unconscious effort to mediate and smooth situations. The tendency to repress their own emotions, and the emotions absorbed from others can form energy blockages if not released over a period of time. This can lead to eventual physical illness.

A large part of the learning experience for Pleiadeans is to learn to allow others to experience what they have chosen, and not become personally involved. They will learn to be aware of their desire to make others happy and realize that one can only be responsible for ones personal happiness and self-development. They must learn to allow others to be responsible for themselves, their growth and learning situations. They must learn that they cannot decide when others are happy, or what others need to be happy, and instead focus on creating their own happiness. As true responsibility is accepted for self and personal happiness, they will flourish and the physical body will respond with radiance.

Pleiadeans must work to develop communication skills on a third dimensional level and also to develop self-esteem. It is important for them to reclaim personal power, learn to communicate freely and become strong within. At times, it may appear to others that Pleiadeans are overly reserved and distant. This is due to their tendency to criticize their thoughts to the point of not sharing them and the self-esteem problems many Pleiadeans have. Often they feel that their thoughts are not “worth” sharing and must work in this area also.

Those from Pleiades may develop patterns of using various third dimensional pursuits as temporary escapes from reality, or false aids in building communication ability and confidence. This could be ventures into drugs or drinking, creating sexual or romantic dramas, or simply escaping into other realities through reading, television or movies.

Pleiadeans release through crying. Due to their tendency to repress emotions, this may build to a point where releasing must occur. This may result in crying which appears as an overreaction to current situations. Instead, it is a releasing of much more than the current situation. Due to the communication issues which are worked with, many Pleiadeans experience various types of releasing in the throat chakra area, such as crying. This could also be frequent physical problems or speech difficulty, such as hoarseness, coughing, or tightness in the throat chakra. This will no longer occur when confidence and free communication of emotions and needs are learned and used in daily life. These can be used as signs to look within at what is not being communicated that needs to be.

Pleiadeans are very strong on faith and trust. They have a strong sense of purpose from childhood, a feeling of knowing there is a God connection, purpose and plan, even in their darkest hour. There is an inner desire to seek spiritual answers and to find their connection to the God Force. As they begin to seek and learn, growth begins. As they begin to realize the God connection and to love themselves as the perfect beings that all are, many of the old feelings, emotions and self doubts fade.’

‘Where are you really from’ by Jo Amidon with the teachers of the Universal mind  http://www.lightconnection.org

That’s like reading my own biography!

lotsa luv…. marilynxxx

It’s Anzac Day.  An emotional day at any time… but especially now. With the recent onslaught of intensity blasting our Earth… our minds, our bodies have been going through a lot.  I’ve said it many times… but yes, we presently live in very big times.

It can be difficult to find words for feelings… you know they’re there but how to express them?  I’m feeling a mixture of different emotions, it appears they’ve been released into my bloodstream, and are coursing through my body.  Looking a little closer, where do I feel it?

Behind my eyes I feel the tears building, my throat appears a little constricted.  A lot happening around my head. What am I seeing that is causing the pain?  Well… today?  Where do I start?

I live in a country experiencing its darkest time… ohhh dear Australia, such an ancient, ancient land.  Yes, I know this disease has spread far and wide… around our world, not many untouched.

Yes, it’s been known for ages, long before, that this time would arise… the end of the end, of a direction that’s lost it’s way.

But I’m a part of this enormous circle… the circle of Life, the gathering of the human family. Each of us contributing to the life we’re living.

So I take a step back to look at myself… what am I feeling , what am I seeing inside me?

What are these tears, from where do they come?  Everything presented comes with a message.  The need to decipher.

Yesterday I travelled on the bus to the local town, living in the country, travel becomes a part of life.  I was feeling subdued, not my usual cheery self, I saw it was noticed but I had no energy to converse. The heaviness weighted down, so many problems I saw.  I almost gave up… ‘can’t do this anymore’.  Not like my usual self.   But maybe there needs to be a time where we face our wall, do we come to the finish… or do we find a way to climb?

I could see the battle on so many faces, the energy was palpable… ‘the Grand Cross’ I thought, is definitely present.  Not many smiles in town yesterday… the energy was heavy and very sad.  Were they all feeling like me… ready to give up?

Back home on the bus… another silent journey. I just didn’t care what people thought or needed.  I needed me, I needed to be quiet.

As I drove up my hill, to my wondrous sanctuary, exhausted and feeling sick in the stomach… I knew a lot was happening.  Looks like I’ve picked up a bit of a bug.  Picked up you say… no, it’s your war you’re fighting.

Is that what it is… we’re fighting our own wars?

Having taught myself Astrology at the tender age of eleven, my Gypsy heritage rising to the surface, I look to the ‘Stars’.  Yes, hard to miss the Cardinal Grand Square, the 5th Pluto/Uranus square and the two Eclipses… all within the month of April!!  But looking a little closer there it is… Chiron sitting exactly at the top of my chart… opposing my Sun and sextiling my Moon.

Ahhh… the ancient wounding of the feminine, the destructive slaughtering of the oppressor.  It’s gone on for so long… generation after generation of fighting and war.  The wounding’s not restricted to the battle front… oh no, it lives on.  House by house, suburb after suburb, town after town, country after country…. generation after generation. The wound continues to fester… growing bigger but hiding deeper.

The feminine holds the key to Healing.  The Mother, Mother Earth… she’s everywhere we look.

So it’s Anzac day… people all over gather at dawn, the bugel plays. Oh yes, it’s emotional and so very sad, that precious lives were slaughtered at war. But the war is still here… we carry it inside. Generations later, we still suffer the wounds, the wounds that were brought home from the battle front.  And continue to fester….

lotsa luv… marilynxxx

Lots of memories are still hidden… deeply, down in corners invisible to my seeing.  At least at the moment.  As I heal, areas of my body that have been shut down, restricted, paralysed, without movement… removed from my usage, are slowly released from the trauma that held them. As they release, the memories come streaming out. Such an awesome creation, this human body. Obviously created by a Master Creator.

We’ve all just experienced a high energy time… it’s April 2014, a big month in a big year. The year of the Yang Wood Horse “The energy from 2014 marks an important time for letting go of restraints. The phoenix journey of this mid transitional period in time has already started taking effect and 2014 brings us all fully into a time of increased austerity and autonomy.” Centaineconsults.com

Lotsa action, lotsa purpose… a time for doing and undoing.  April comes with two Eclipses… the Full Moon just gone, on the 15th of this month, the New Moon Eclipse closing the month on the 29th. Sitting in the middle of these two big energy events is the 5th ‘happening’ of Pluto and Uranus. Since 2012 Pluto and Uranus have been coming together in a less than comfortable configuration. In Astrology  it’s called a ‘square’, when two planets sit 90 degrees (give or take a degree or two) apart. This forms a confrontational approach. The two parties experiencing a challenging relationship.  But squares create results… they can be great learning tools. As the relationship formed by this meeting, requires a resolution… a result, an answer. Something’s got to give.

Pluto and Uranus are two big players in our planetary system. They are two of the most distant planets from our Earth and Sun. Pluto is known as the transformer, he carries a power likened to atomic energy.

He can be brutal, he’s one pointed and can be heavy-handed.  He represents Life, and anything no longer supporting Life… has to go. The rising of the Phoenix from the ashes… is an apt symbolism for him. His purpose is to destroy… all that’s decayed and rotting. He’s pretty busy at the moment… working on all our systems. The ones we built to help us grow and thrive… but somewhere along the way greed took over, the original purpose forgotten. Pluto has come to remind us… but unfortunately he’s not blessed with a gentle bedside manner. He sniffs out the rot and in he goes… kebang… gone, only flames left burning. Only Life will rise from this smouldering pile… the dead remains buried deeply in the ground, to be transformed once again… into Life supporting resources.

Uranus, the third most distant known planet to us here on Earth… is known in Astrology as the ruler of Aquarius. He belongs to the world of tomorrow… his focus is on the whole of humanity. His vision is keen, his mind is electric. He moves pretty quickly… and often without warning. He’s ushering in the Aquarian age… the age of Peace on Earth.  He ushers us in, he shows us the way… to the new world awaiting our arrival. He’s electric, he’s brilliant… he has many flashes of insight. He can be eccentric in his ways… he’s not a great fan of the traditional. He’s a born rebel.  He does his own thing.

So… even though they stand challenging each other… Pluto with his desire to just blow the whole lot up and start again… Uranus saying ‘no,no… there’s another way’, ‘just give them the vision, awaken them from their slumber… they will see and they will follow. Those that don’t… well, they’re all yours.

They are working together… all of Life supports life, that’s their focus. Pluto and Uranus are here to help, with the final finish of the age that’s just passing… and the new age, the new world which has already birthed back in the last quarter of 2012. So even thou they appear to be warring with each other… they are actually working together. All of life supports Life… it’s only human beings who sell their soul,…that allow the destruction to be and continue. The Faustian deal.

‘Faust and the adjective Faustina imply a situation in which an ambitious person surrenders moral integrity in order to achieve power and success for a delimited term. The person offers his or her soul in exchange for diabolical favours. Those favours vary by the tale, but tend to include youth, knowledge, wealth, or power”. Wikipedia.   Sound familiar?  A lot of that about in our modern world. It’s also said “The tale may have a moralizing end, with eternal damnation for the foolhardy venturer.”

It’s a time of great change… that it is. This massive influx of such mighty powerful energy affects us all. Those of us still blessed with the gift of Life, have lived through this dying age. It’s been our life, or so we thought. It’s shaped us, it’s so very familiar.  It’s surrounded us day after day after day.  We see it all around us… the results of our striving.  We work within it, we live within it, we eat within it, we breathe within it.  And now it’s changing… and fast.  It’s a time of crumbling for all those structures made of lifeless materials. The Devil has returned for his payment.

What have we sold… for our lifestyles, our pleasures?  Have we truly given our soul away? Our connection to ‘heaven’, our connection to our real ‘God’.  What have we allowed to happen… as we’ve slept, in our drug induced coma.  Drugs? You say… ‘I don’t take drugs’, don’t you?  There are many and varied forms of drugging.  And they have been quietly and secretly placed everywhere.  In the very air we breath, the water we drink, the food we eat. The structures that surround us… the images and visuals that we allow our eyes and ears to take into our bodies. Yes, most definitely, we’ve been contaminated.

But that needn’t be our focus. In fact, it’s not a good idea. We need to focus on what we want to create. To do that, we need to know what we need. What we really need, not what we want. We can do that… just keep asking ‘why?’   Every time we want something, ask…why, why, why?   If we keep going back we’ll arrive at what we really need.  We need to be happy, we need to feel content, we need to feel love, stability and security… we need food and water, we need shelter for our body. We need to feel inspired, we need to create, we need to feel worthy, we need to feel acknowledged. We need to be real.  We need to be a human being.

All has not been in vain. This time of confusion, greed and so much destruction… so much pain.  We’re a human being, we do have a soul… a heart that feels everything that lives.  We have learnt many lessons over these many years.  We now need to acknowledge them, understand them… and make a decision to be a part of Life.  Big times require big people… people who stand in their power, with big Hearts and big Loves… big Kindness and big Generosity. The big times have arrived. And they’re calling us… to stand in our powerful Self… and respond to the call of Life.

lotsa luv…. marilynxxx

As the Sun sets on another day.  The day, our reality… all that is.  Nothing before and nothing after… where am I now?  What am I doing?

Today is the Eclipse, the first of the cycle of Blood Moons… already mentioned by many.  Today’s Moon is part of a ‘Tetrad’… one of four consecutive Total Lunar Eclipses, with no partial Eclipses in between.  Each is separated from the other by six Lunar months (Full Moons).  There are a total of eight Tetrads in the 21st century.

This Eclipse is broadcasting widely and over an extended period of time… the energy of Libra and Aries.  The relationship we have with ourself, our Earth, our home… our brothers and sisters.  Our global family… such a variety of life forms here on Planet Earth.  We are a family… families protect each other.

And our desire for action and adventure… creating our new beginnings.  Aries begins the zodiacal wheel, this is where it all begins.  The start of something new.  The powerful desire to be free, to be who we are.  Mars, the ruler of Aries… the passionate Warrior self within.

I’m sure you’ve all guessed by now… these are no normal, business as usual times.  Revolution was predicted, by many long ago… they saw the people standing up, demanding to have a say.  Their inner life force compelling them… to live and be safe.   The power of the urge to live and protect… is mighty indeed.

This Eclipse beams powerful Goddess energy.  Ceres and Vesta sit with the Moon, Juno sits with the Sun.  This is major Goddess energy… we are not alone.  We have entered a new level of this new world that birthed back in 2012.  The presence of the Goddess can be ‘seen’ by some.  They are here… they ask us to join them, to build and magnify the power of the Feminine.  The Earth and her children need this now.  This is the last battle.  The fight to destroy the Feminine has been happening for a very, very long time.  Some say 6,000 years.  The Earth is the Mother… the greatest symbol and manifestation of the Feminine.

The Goddess energy is real and present… they will not allow the Earth to be destroyed.  Their presence is palpable here on Earth and they’re radiating mighty powerful energy.  They are here to take the throne.  The Feminine cannot be destroyed.  As Yin and Yang… the great circle, these are the two great powers of the life force… manifest in form.  The Divine Feminine cannot be destroyed.

This is the great time…  the return of Goddess rule.  The ending of an age where she was imprisoned, burnt, flogged and simply dismissed… this time has finished.  The new world has birthed… I saw it happen.  I have no doubt it’s here.  A new door recently opened… the next stage of the new world birthing, has been claimed…  Goddess Power is back, to stay.  Ushering in the new age of Love and Peace.

Ceres is the great Mother, the protector, the nurturer.  Vesta is the keeper of the Sacred Flame, her life is committed to keeping this flame alight.  Juno was a queen, married to Jupiter king of the gods… she found her voice and used it.  She radiates personal power… she leads us to our heroic self.   Governing the cycles of a woman’s life, she understands, completely, the power we carry within.  She is here reflecting this back to us.

Fixed stars Spica and Arcturus also join the Moon in this gathering.  Spica shines a powerful and positive ray of light, denoting good luck and success.  Arcturus gives riches, honours and high renown… self-determination and prosperity ‘by navigation and voyages’.

So… time for a big, deep breath.  Connected to our centre, we will be guided home.

Yes, the pressure can be felt… but we were born free, and free we will remain.

lotsa luv…. marilynxxx