It’s a sensitive time

It’s been a while since I’ve written here… gave up Facebook and adopted Substack. All there, seemed to be praising it’s originality, simplicity and as a port for ‘good’ writers.

It is… at the same time… there’s the familiar space… that social media tends to generate.

I still find myself scrolling (in mindless moments) … albeit through some clever and talented folk’s expression.

But it’s still busy… and crowded. I want to run away… to some quiet space somewhere where I don’t feel overwhelmed with all the noise and activity.

Sigh… sensitivity.

The word sensitive… so often used it becomes lost in translation… losing its significance on our very real existence.

But the experience of it remains the same.

So it’s nice to come back to this quiet, still space… my own little space. I love the quiet, I really love the quiet… it’s my favourite thing.

Of course nothing is silent… in real life, that is… the heavenly sounds of existence so full in its expression. Like a heavenly choir of Angels… such fine voices… only heard by the most eager and hungry for that special essence of everything.

It’s been an extra wild time… buying a new home (from a less than nice vendor☹️)… the whole process. And this time buying with my son (house costs are extreme).

I’ve never bought with anyone before… and this is my 8th. Sounds a lot… but I moved on every 5-7yrs (the Gypsy blood).

And houses were soooo much cheaper then. Our current times are extreme… in almost every way.

Last week we had Alfred… first cyclone in these parts (Northern NSW)… in 50 years. They rarely happen here. Our ocean’s warming… sigh… climate change.

Then yesterday that motherfucker of a Blood Red Full Moon Solar Eclipse. Totally flattened me. Only off bed to get food and drink… etc.

I crashed. I’m familiar with the journey of these. Being an HSP (Highly Sensitive Perception)… and carrying the impacts of a nasty virus I had as a toddler.

My dear, wonderful, highly receptive nervous system… so focal in my journey through life.

It’s a Virgo Full Moon Solar Eclipse… opposite all that potent gathering in Pisces.

So much… tender stuff… coming up to be seen once again… and now finally let go of?? I dearly hope so.

There’s no time like now.

Our influences go back generations… we’re full of our ancestors… yet our path and dharma is our own.

Being Earth creatures… we get there step by step. It’s just sometimes we see the urgency up close and personal.

Some of this letting go has been carried for hundreds of years. Stamped so clearly in our DNA.

These are BIG times… change is no longer an option. It needs to happen now. For all of us.

Hitting you full and central.

Love to you… marilyn🌺🩷🌺