
It was the 6th of June 2012. A special year of magickal manifestations.
Venus was crossing the Sun. It was getting a lot of press. I was eager to watch… I searched the house the night before… for a little piece of alfoil.
I didn’t buy it… but thought a piece may have come from somewhere. I wanted to create a home-made concoction so I could view the eclipse with my eyes.
Alas I found no alfoil… not even a skerrick. Somewhat disappointedly I said… ‘well, I’ll just have to feel it.’
Never imaging the panoramic show that would unfold… for my own personal viewing.
It was palpable… immediately colliding with my body.
As I walked out the kitchen door… onto the deck… the deafening silence… no bird sound.
Morning and no bird sound… Mahalia was bird paradise.
It was early still… 8am. Venus eclipsing Sun was scheduled around 11am.
The atmosphere was thick… I’m not sure I’ll ever find words to describe it. Maybe there aren’t any. But I can still see it… experience it inside me.
The glorious morning winter Sun was still fresh in the sky. My sun bed faced the rising sun. I lay down, horizontal… I wanted to absorb every particle.
The amazing silent air was radiating reverence. It was so powerful. The reverence was viscerally felt. This excitement… this honouring… this exalted presence.
‘It’s Venus’ … I said to myself… ‘they’re all awaiting the Goddess’. It was so palpable. The entire environment awaiting her arrival.
I stripped off… wanting to feel those potent Sun and Venus rays all over my skin.
The most extraordinary personal initiation. As these Venus drenched Sun rays absorbed into my skin… moving inside my body. It was Venus. She’d returned to my body. I saw… she’d been gone since I was 2yrs old.
I’m always amazed at what is possible to experience.
Life is truly holy🩷🩷🙏🏻🩷🩷