Heavy rain, tears… the Solstice


Feeling sad, stunned, strange… rain pelts down outside mimicking the water building inside… I feel I want to cry, but I don’t.

It feels strange… here I’ve sat, and lay, and wished and hoped.  Where magickal things appeared… cosmic experiences.

Where I lay so unwell… helpers came from all around; in spirit form.

I let go a bit, and was asked to let go some more.  I felt alone and unsupported, tired and exhausted.  I felt supreme tender joy, the gentle hands of the Mother caressing my wet cheeks…  as I stood and watched the splendour of the dawn.

I swam with all the creatures in the dam; gosh… Midsummer Night ~ the ending of 2012. What a magick time that was.  The sunset swim surrounded by hundreds of Dragonflies… playing with me as I swam.  Then the Willy Wagtails… again in great numbers, dived and flew in circles and spirals above my head… as I did my laps.  They were welcoming me… a truly stunning experience.  2012 was a cosmic journey through time, slipping in and out of multiple dimensions… seeing deep below the surface; behind the veil… welcomed into the Dreamtime.

New World birthing… the arrival of the Sacred Feminine ~ ‘the energy of the Sacred Feminine needs to grow’ she instructed me.  The morning visit from the Pleadians (yes, it happened)… ‘we are your friends, you are never alone’ they spoke.  And then there was Venus ~ returning to my body … during that amazing  morning when Venus eclipsed the Sun ~ June 6th 2012.

God was that a day… I remember it clearly.  First thing… I went outside to feel it.  The air was thick with her presence, it permeated the space ~ in every particle of breathing air; the stillness and quiet were extraordinary …  filled to fever pitch with expectation, excitement and reverence.    All awaiting her arrival.

And then of course the Ancestor visits… and discovery of the Sacred Site.

I feel sad, and want to cry.  I feel strange ~ in limbo.  Contract signed today… I have thirty days to vacate Mahalia.

I’m sure there will be tears….

lotsa luv…. marilyn ❤ ❤ ❤



Mars activating Pluto ~ on my Moon


At the beginning when negotiating to purchase this property ~ my plan was to open a Sacred Rural Healing Retreat ~ I was thinking about the house (great space for workshops etc) and a voice spoke to me. ‘You are focusing on the wrong thing’ it said, ‘you are focusing on the house… you need to focus on the Land. You need to ask the Land Spirits if you can be the next Caretaker.’

‘How do I do that?’ I asked myself… I had no idea! I understood the message was clear and direct, so just closed my eyes and asked. I figured I was accepted as the contract went through.
Also during that pre-purchase time, whenever I closed my eyes and thought of this place, I saw Corroborees.

Fast forward… I’m here at Mahalia (I named her – meaning ‘Powerful but Gentle’ ) preparing/work/building to be ready to open this Sacred Healing Centre ~ of which I kept getting the message was really ‘needed now’. Local farmer friend who’s a Water Diviner comes for morning tea. I was curious about water under the land so he did his water divining thing. He discovered a Bora Ring ~ an Ancient Aboriginal Ceremonial Site. It made sense after what I’d already experienced.

Fast forward month or two, I collapse (nervous system) ~ spending the next years primarily lying on the verandah, absorbing the ‘Magick’… I was invited into the Dreamtime. So many ~ what I wouldn’t have thought possible, amazing experiences… some simply ‘cosmic’; like visits from Pleiadians, Venus returning to my body, seeing the New World birth and the arrival of the Sacred Feminine… cosmic stuff! But it was real… I’m a Virgo (with Capricorn Moon Smile ).

I also ‘saw’ the Ancestors (indigenous)… one appeared often, his energy so incredibly pure.  The Water Diviner said that the Bora Ring had not been used since white settlement but was used for 300 years before that. Lindesay Creek where Mahalia is located is known to the local Githabul tribe as ‘Ancestor Country’.

Yes… the roots are incredibly deep, more than I consciously understand. I’ve been invited into something that is Big.

This week… friend finally arrived (after months!) to help with some gardening (I had put out for exchange ~ gardening for therapy work). Well… as the Universe works ~ he brought much more than gardening help. He has significant experience in heritage listed sacred sites and has given me a name to follow up (happens to be a local indigenous person I know and like).

An Ancient Song line also runs through this property… yes, the scene is big. I’ve had a vision, a dream that this place is instrumental in the healing of the local tribe… I’ve always wanted it to go back to them. I’ve ‘seen’ what could happen here. And recent knowledge my friend shared excited me greatly… the seed that it was possible. It has been achieved elsewhere. It’s like my friend brought a significant piece of the puzzle/matrix/other dimensional space, to the unfolding picture/world I’ve witnessed and become a part of since this ‘place’ first caught my attention.

So Kim Falconer… you were spot on. It’s not a real estate decision (but with Sun in 4th it never really is…).

Sometimes I’ve wondered why me? I remember the two palm readings I had years back… both emphasised ‘there is something BIG you are to do’. I never really understood it… as my tendency is to recluse and stand back a bit, as Virgo’s can. Doing something BIG in the world wasn’t really one of my core values.

And… strangely, not one person has come to view the house; yes I’ve vacillated… yes, it’s a Big one to let go of and move on from, but I also knew I was in the last chapter here, when I put the place out for sale. But with this recent information from my friend maybe this is the next step to complete my purpose here. And fulfil and manifest the vision. I’m so looking forward to some rejuvenating time by the ocean, after this final chapter… it’s been a super big journey; pioneering the Wilds of the Woodenbong Hills.

Full Moon in Aries


Everything is a part of something bigger; only specks, we are ~ amid the zillions of life forms in this mighty family of galaxies.

Looking at the Full Moon chart ~ ‘Balance’ is my first impression.

Sagittarius crowns the chart (set for Lindesay Creek Nth NSW… but similar for most places in Oz).  Growth, abundance and new explorations into unexplored territory is highlighted.  Zeus ~ King of the Gods bestows his blessings from a place high in the heavens.  His golden glow infuses our atmosphere, his jovial mirth reminds us we’re alive… and have so much to be joyful about.

Where I sit, birds sing with delight; the buzz of bees… so many in the garden this Spring.  All else is silent ~ but for the rejoicing of life around me.  Butcher bird ~ with his highly skilled vocal range, adds harmony to the many tweets and trills.  A cool chilly morning began the day.  Perfection ~ for Life… so easy to achieve

Pisces sits on the Ascendant… the entrance to this Full Moon message; colouring the way new adventures are made.  Neptune (ruler of Pisces) creates an opening… to the worlds most often hidden from our view.  The veil is thin ~ and welcomes; but it takes trust, honour and respect… to enter the many mysterious worlds upon worlds… of sacred beauty.

So much has been given.

Chiron ~ the Centaur, dedicated his life to healing, but carried a wound he was unable to heal within himself; he learnt much about the mysteries of sickness and disease.  The wound that digs deep… is the doorway to a cavern of answers.  Nothing happens without a reason.

At the base of the chart… Gemini sits and ponders; she reminds us that we know, we understand… we have all the knowledge we need.  Trust, explore… open the door, a time of great learning is presented.

Virgo reveals in the face of the ‘other’; fortuitous events orchestrate these meetings. Listen carefully ~ messages you seek will come disguised within the form and voice of the ‘other’… be alert and awake.

Understand when you ask, you receive.

The journey of ‘Woman’ has been rigorous and lengthy… a long chapter of misogyny, begun thousands of years ago.  A road we’ve needed (???) to walk, to understand, to become aware.  Lilith ~ the symbol of the enraged and wounded Woman…  holds great power, she is the seed of Original Woman.  Her presence has been active these last few years.  She comes to wake us up… ‘ENOUGH’ she  roars; she guides us to our real, true power.  There can only be balance when she’s acknowledged.  Male and female ~ Yin and Yang, only together do they complete the circle of life.  Both are needed for life to continue.

The ‘Part of Fortune’ sits with Dark Moon Lilith… our relationships hold the key to our expanded sense of self.  With Jupiter bestowing his magick in this house of ‘the other’… relationships of all kinds are highlighted, especially with the Sun in Libra.  We form a relationship with everything in our life… ‘relationship’ affects  everything we do.

Balance… the message of balance, is big with this Full Moon in Aries.

Mars ruled Aries wants action, wants to manifest his desires; sitting with Pluto ~ Lord of the Underworld, transformation fuels our motivations.  Life transformations are in process.  When we complete the Circle of Life, set it alight.. miracles occur, just you wait and see.  When the circle is complete ~ Alchemy ignites.

Sun ~ the polar face of this Full Moon, in harmony and relationship focused Libra… seeks deep transformational experiences and psychic downloads; sitting in the 8th house of this Full Moon chart (Scorpio’s house).  Sun lights the path of deep unity and true intimacy, merging with all that is.  He longs to unite in the deepest way with his significant other.  A joining blessed by the Gods.

Moon sits with Uranus, Eris, Selene and Ceres.  Lunar Goddess energy is strong; with Uranus activating this powerful Goddess joining.  Uranus brings to light, often in a sudden and startling manner… he splits open with his electrically charged waves; he shocks us out of our stupor; he helps us break free and revolutionize our lives.  Eris, who’s been travelling with Uranus for a while ~ adds her special Goddess ‘disturbance’ energy.  They’re trying to wake us up… we’re a sleepy lot.

Selene sits to the right of the Moon, with Ceres ~ the Great Earth Mother.  Selene ~ the White Moon, shines her light of purity.  As part of the triple Goddesses of the Moon, Selene represents the Full Moon ~ the Mother Goddess… who brings forth new life.  Selene is the fruitful Mother and passionate Lover.  Ceres wisdom is held in the cycles… the cycles of birth, death and rebirth.  We hold no power over natural laws… we surrender or pay the price.

This is a highly awakening Full Moon… much will arrive to get our attention.  Transform, balance, acknowledge the wisdom you already hold within you.  Be alert to who crosses your path…  they bring a message, one you need to hear; it will help you on your path to expansion and enlightenment.  Life comes to assist… kindness flows.  A BIG thank you to all our Galactic friends.

Added to the bounty of this significantly activating Full Moon in Aries… is a Grand Water Trine ~ bestowing great opportunity and reward, if activated. Venus and Juno ~ Chiron and Cassandra ~ Sun/Moon midpoint and Vesta…. create this fortuitous triangulation of Water energy.  Venus’s love and harmonious relationship skills joins with Juno’s great respect as Queen of the Heavens… she understands the essence of personal power.  Chiron the great Healer and Teacher joins with Cassandra’s Feminine Mysteries of divination and psychic prediction.  And Sun/Moon midpoint ~ the internal marriage of our inner and outer world, the central core of our self, joins with Vesta ~ the Keeper of the Sacred Flame.

Happy Full Moon… and may your transformations be gentle and full of Love.

The Dark of the Moon ~ in Venus ruled Taurus


The seeds of the New Moon buried deep in our inner soil . . . a Mutable Grand Cross challenging our way forward.  Will we continue with weights unbearable . . . or do we set ourselves free, choosing to emerge.

Deep warps of flesh calling, pleading to be released.  Carried so long, they’ve become a part of our structure . . . so much we accept, in the name of ‘that’s how it is’.

Who are we . . . in our deepest chambers?  Are we game to come out ~ reveal ourselves publicly?  Or do we remain hidden, limping with the load . . . body screaming, its message needing to be heard.

Love is the core, in our worlds it was rare . . . we arrived, so small, so trusting . . . we grew.  Our body twisted, to avoid the blows . . . we sunk into ourselves, pleaded to forget.

A time of healing, not known before . . . do we have the courage to raise our hand.  To not accept what you know is false, no more excuses . . . you feel what is.

Big, deep breaths . . . allow the untangling, yes you feel its presence in your body.  Deep down only we can go, unlocking those ancient doors, with locks of steel . . .  wood a metre thick; old ancient trees.  These torrid scars began before you.  But you accepted the challenge . . . you knew  you could do it.  You have a big role . . . to clear the path . . . for others to follow.

Healing is not a luxury . . . it needs to occur, we need to be intact ~ complete  . . . so we can fulfil our mission and continue to thrive.

Our body demands . . . it’s time to let go.  A whole new world is birthing and  you play a part.

❤ ❤ ❤



June’s a big month



Posted from my Deva-line Flower Essence page on fb ❤

Big energy time at present . . . with this last trip thru Hades . . . retrograde Mars back into Scorpio. Strong Goddess energy thou . . . deep sea healing  Be extra kind to yourself

Black Moon Lilith and Goddess Juno (Matriarch of the Heavens) sit snug at the very beginning of Scorpio. June is a big Scorpio time. Dark Moon Lilith (2nd Moon to Earth) also snug with Psyche (our soul search for completeness); both in Cancer ~ the nurturing Mother.

Our Moon in Pisces with ruler Neptune . . . veils lift and reveal what is hidden. The midpoint of Venus and Mars (how we relate) sits with Astraea (the Goddess of Justice) ~ the last Goddess to leave the Earth . . . then becoming the constellation of Virgo.

Athene ~ Goddess of Wisdom and Strategy, as well as Healing and the Arts . . . sit with Eros ~ the passion that transforms. Saturn opposes Mercury . . . need to get serious.

And our glorious Sun sits with Venus and Vesta (Goddess of the Sacred Flame ~ totally committed to her role). Big energies about ❤

 Azalea Cerise (Deva-line Flower Essences) … a very potent remedy the Divine Feminine energy of Love, come to sooth my soul. Divine and Royal Queen of the Night, full of beauty… she comes to heal my heart. She gives me a glimpse of where I’ve travelled; she encourages me to have compassion for myself . . . to allow the healing. At my lowest point, the help is there . . . surrendering control, accepting the assistance. Azalea Cerise reveals the magick behind living ~ I am never alone. I will always be guided to that which is best for me… the love for me is eternal.

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A great time to be extra, extra nurturing to ourselves.  Surround ourselves with Love ❤

lotsa Luv from me ❤ ❤ ❤

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a year of surprises . . .


Can you feel those muscles forming?  Fresh new-life tissue coming together, moisture filled, new flexibility.  Dear one ~ we stand and cheer.  Yes, the road has been long, but valuable lessons that needed to be learnt.  You stand in a time, that many have prophesied.  The ‘Darkest Age’ said by some . . . where moral and mental capacities fall to their lowest ebb.

Ahhh . . . but the opportunities.  Growth that’s never been offered with such magnanimous kindness.  A time of rebirth, finding oneself . . . those new muscles, you can feel them building just below your skin.  You stand straighter somehow, head erect, shoulders back, in rhythm with your breath.  The fog has cleared from your upper chambers, new revelations happening daily.

Oh how fortunate we are . . . to be here, here and now.  I know it hasn’t been easy at times, trial by fire . . . so much to clear out.  But a new world has birthed . . . I witnessed it.  Towards the end of 2012.  The change is happening, we mustn’t allow our self to be distracted by the absence.  No need to point out ~its evidence is clear.

Can you feel those muscles, the new-life tissue coming together? Moisture filled, new flexibility . . . forming balls of strength ~ so close to the surface.  Head space clear, eyes can see, legs are strong . . . you are more than capable . . .  you’ve been born for this.

Always, always . . . our focus so important.  Each day a new opportunity to be who we were born to be . . . at the very core.  We really do have so much to be grateful for.

Lotsa luv . . .  marilyn ❤ ❤ ❤

after scrolling the ‘news’ on FB . . .


It’s the patriarchy (alive and well in NSW) flexing its muscles ~ attempting to intimidate . . . ‘we still rule’.  Well ~ I have news for you boys ~ it’s over, you hear . . . your run has come to an end.

Intimidation and fear ~ their weapons of choice.  Bullies they are ~ power and control their intent.  Been thousands of years ~ it has ~ and we’re just bloody weary.  Sick to death of their monotonous attempts to control and influence.

For god’s sake guys ~ give it up!  It’s over ~ can you hear the words . . . finish, caput ~ end of the road.  Jeez you’ve had a good run ~ 6,000 bloody years.  Well thanks to the gods and goddesses it’s the end of your rule.

We’ve suffered enough under your dogmatic agenda ~ power and control your fetish and addiction.  Well, I’ve got news for you ~ a New World has birthed; and yes the Divine Feminine arrived a while back.

Give up, surrender ~ or just make fools of yourself.  Your reign has finished . . . . hallelujah!

lotsa luv ❤ ❤ ❤

(the New World needs our focus . . . )