after scrolling the ‘news’ on FB . . .


It’s the patriarchy (alive and well in NSW) flexing its muscles ~ attempting to intimidate . . . ‘we still rule’.  Well ~ I have news for you boys ~ it’s over, you hear . . . your run has come to an end.

Intimidation and fear ~ their weapons of choice.  Bullies they are ~ power and control their intent.  Been thousands of years ~ it has ~ and we’re just bloody weary.  Sick to death of their monotonous attempts to control and influence.

For god’s sake guys ~ give it up!  It’s over ~ can you hear the words . . . finish, caput ~ end of the road.  Jeez you’ve had a good run ~ 6,000 bloody years.  Well thanks to the gods and goddesses it’s the end of your rule.

We’ve suffered enough under your dogmatic agenda ~ power and control your fetish and addiction.  Well, I’ve got news for you ~ a New World has birthed; and yes the Divine Feminine arrived a while back.

Give up, surrender ~ or just make fools of yourself.  Your reign has finished . . . . hallelujah!

lotsa luv ❤ ❤ ❤

(the New World needs our focus . . . )




the fog clears . . .


‘What would happen if you understood that you were in exactly the right place, right now?’ Stacey Demarco

Feeling lighter this a.m. ~ yesterday was one for the record books.  What it means, that it was the beginning of my new Lunar Cycle . . . I’m sure will unfold.  Already seeing the gift.

Intensity on a scale ~ over the limit, in the red ~ ‘that’ feeling underneath is most familiar; that horrid feeling ~ like thick, gooey treacle; but not as nice to eat and good for you.  That bit under ~ so familiar.  Been there a long time ~ this horrid sense of dread ~ fear, anxiety and panic; all in increments of revelation and exposure.

I know its inside me ~ have employed various tactics and tools to make it go away.  Seemed way too overpowering to just stop and look.  Ran for the hills ~ deadened my brain . . . took whatever escape route was nearest.  Feeling like I just didn’t have the strength to face it.

Noticing little things ~ sometimes bigger ones ~ like that intersection, where this dark gooey substance surfaces; noticing (gleefully) how my response has changed. I don’t submerge myself into its grip.

Step by step I grow ~ my courage swells.

I know I need all of myself ~ to embark on this journey of a lifetime . . . presented by this wonderful year.

There can be no holes ~ no vacuums ~ no black gooey substance, oozing in hidden corners.  I need to be me ~ unadorned with any residue of previous traumatic events.  The holes they dig are deep ~ carefully hidden from view.  But you feel them, don’t you?  Those times ~ when they rise and overtake ~ left in the swirl of that dark, gooey mess.

So much growth has occurred ~ especially since 2012.  Last bits happening now . . . well, yes fine-tuning always ~ whilst we breathe.

Do I have the courage to face the monster?  I know he won’t be as scary in the light of day.  It’s just that ways of coping/managing have turned themselves into solid habits.  Well Saturn is now in Sagittarius . . . let fly ~ release into Truth.

As I opened my computer to type ~ this message arrived . . .

‘It has been my philosophy of life that difficulties vanish when faced boldly’. Isaac Asimov 1920-1992 Author.

As my dear Dad always said ‘there’s no such thing as a coincidence’.

Release ~ Release ~ Release . . . we are built from Love and Strength.

lotsa luv from me ❤ ❤ ❤

(ps . . . Pallas Athene ~ ‘the Wisdom of the Warrior’ has been sitting with our Sun, Moon and Mercury  . . .  can’t you feel her presence?  Moon now moved into radical Aquarius ~ moving toward a meeting with Cassandra ~ ‘The Prophetic Soul’, the Medial Woman.  There’s lots of help about . . . .)

big New Moon


Sun setting on Nothofagus

Wow ~ it’s some New Moon ~ goodness. This A.M. I wrote in my pink covered journal ~ ‘feeling so heavy, depressed today.  New Moon and my new lunar cycle ~ my Lunar Return’.  It’s certainly been big ~ god.  I asked if it was inside me ~ said yes.  Sometimes it’s not ~ it’s the collective energy.  I feel them both; I’m a feeler.  It’s been my path and has  brought me to here and now.  I’m grateful.

But heh girls ~ we’re warriors ~ did the warrior pose in Yoga today (yum), with affirmation ‘I am capable’.  I’m just LUVin this Yoga Camp ~ Yoga with Adriene ~ fantastic; soooooo transformational.

Amid and amongst all this highly charged rebirth energy ~ Pluto sitting with our Sun and Moon ~ today is the New Moon ~ first for 2016 … thus contributing its energy.  A big year.

Ground, stabilize, strengthen; love yourself unconditionally ~ accept ~ be strong. This is your time.

We are all connected ~ and for us girls it’s been a very long Patriarchy. Sacred Feminine only arrived two years ago.  Last year gave us the sight, and gift of manifestation.  This year we get to use it.

So this cleansing ~ geez ~ the waters are deep.  It’s a huge passage ~ clearing the deepest, most hidden, unconscious parts of our body and psyche.

Pluto ~ with the Light and Love of our sacred Sun and Moon ~ is pouring down a rebirth rain. We need to be as gentle, caring and loving to our sacred self as we possibly can.  Deep stuff is coming up.  This is not just us; this is the Big Cleansing ~ the birthing of a New Age.

Big New Moon ~ be tender with yourself ~ allow yourself time to process the purging.  Flower Essences are great (remind myself) ~ they’re so nurturing.

Take time for yourself.


lotsa luv from me  ❤ ❤ ❤

standing on the edge . . .


. . .  feeling for my wings.  The cliff craggy, many sharp edges . . . my vision focused on the green fields below.  Water rambles knowing its purpose ~ to the sea, to the sea . . . not far now.  Growth is abundant in this luscious valley ~ sun shines warmly on contented souls.  The great wheel turns ~ birth, death, renewal . . . all a part of the cycle of living.  Letting go to the seasons ~ transformation is assured.

We stand at the edge ~ beginning and ending . . . one door closes, another opens . . . we take our self wherever we go.  Life is full ~ of opportunity ~ learning constant ~ our path is solitary.  Helpers are present ~ but decisions are ours.

We walk through times thick with meaning, purpose, cleansing ~ a new world births.  Filled with old, needing shedding ~ becoming lighter ~ ready for flight.  We release our shoulders and spread our wings.

A new world awaits for all who believe ~ faith in goodness, love and peace.  We stand on the edge of before, now and coming.  We get to direct the course of our life.  What we think, soon becomes things.

We are born from Earth and ancient Star bits ~ we hold within a pinch of Divinity.  We are only one ~ there are no repeats.  If only we knew how special we are.

We walk in light, we stumble in shadow ~ we use our senses to know where we stand.  We know who we are, we see where we’re going . . . we walk with freedom ~ we’re always protected.  We never walk alone.  Many are with us, day and evening ~ we are loved more than we may ever know.

As we say goodbye to 2015 ~ gratitude and thanks for all the gifts and blessing ~ we open the door to a fresh new time.  How will we be?  Well that’s up to us.

lotsa luv … marilyn ❤ ❤ ❤





Happy New Solar Cycle


Sun begins his new journey ~ our core, our inspired direction ~ our purpose.

The cycles continue ~ their rhythm connecting and flowing through all life ~ supporting existence ~ harmonising and balancing.

The great mind of the Mother ~ we attempt to mimic and master . . . we are fools ~ have we not learnt from other times?  We are servants of Life ~ not masters.  We are students ~ given the opportunity to witness the majestic wonder.

We’re created, connected by the finest strands ~ pulsating light and sound ~ to the incredible wonder of the whole.

We can never ~ will never, duplicate these magickal wonders in a glass jar ~ under a magnified eye.  What are we looking for?  Is it not obvious what you want?  Why do you pretend to be god?  You only display your foolishness.

The Mother has stirred . . . she’s sent her ambassadors ~ the embodiments of that gentle but powerful creative force ~ clothed as the Feminine ~ the Divine Sacred Feminine.  I was graced to be present at their arrival in 2013.  Their message ~ ‘The energy of the Sacred Feminine needs to grow stronger’.

Rally the troops ~ time to ignite our Hearts.  Switch on the light in the great halls of wisdom ~ collected over millennia.  No beginning, no end.

The cycles continue.  How dare we think we can stand beside.  We show our ignorance.  A long age of darkness ~ falling to the lowest point of our humanity.  But the tide has turned ~ we’re crawling back.  Some are standing tall and straight.  Can you not see the Light?  It shines brightly ~ illuminating all around it.

It’s growing ~ one by one ~ person by person . . . the balance is restored.  The Heart is rekindled ~ the fire burning brightly.  Opening our eyes to the majesty that lies within us and around us.  We are the most gifted species.

We can understand ~ we can merge with the essence of Life itself.  Do we understand how truly fortunate we are?

The bells are chiming loudly ~ their resonance vibrating each cell in our body.  This is the time of which we’ve dreamt ~ from the earliest times.  Peace on Earth ~ goodwill between all human beings ~ is in process.  Awaken and be a part of the greatest achievement the human race has ever attempted.

The Golden Age has dawned ~ you need the eyes to see.  Discrimination required ~ don’t believe the spruikers of shame.  Power and coin corrupted their soul ~ the Faustian deal done again and again.

Be the master of you own destiny ~ the master of your thinking process . . . craft your life on your deepest core values.  Adventure into the world of wonder.  So much more surrounds you ~ but only you can walk through the doorway.

Switch the switch ~ turn on the light ~ embrace the goodness oozing from all living things.  See the opportunities ~ open, reach out, accept ~ take hold.  You are more powerful than you could ever dream ~ be it now.

Happiest wishes and blessing for this new Solar cycle ~ illuminating our purpose and the great creative force within us.

A new time has begun ~ you are invited to be a part.

Lotsa luv to you all ♥♥♥

healing . . .


Day 5 . . . on this current journey with Silicea LM1.   Been a while since travelling one of these potent homeopathic journeys.  Instigated by the tick bite . . . down at Queen Mary Falls on that powerful New Moon in Scorpio on November 12th (Oz time).

My natal Psyche (asteroid) sat, squished ever so tightly  ~  with this powerful Moon event.  ‘There’s no such thing as a coincidence’ ~ my dear Father repeated often.

I was keen to halt the meanderings of this tick infestation ~  it had no place in my life and wasn’t welcome.  Homeopathy came to mind.  The first remedies dealt with the invader and his poison and clearing the toxins.

I’d forgotten how potent these journeys can be.

Full Moon in Gemini (squat on my Ascendant)  ~ sitting out in the wonder of Mahalia ~ watching the big fat, golden Moon rise over the trees.  My dear friend visiting .  . . lovely snacks and drinks ~ all ready for this mighty show.

Out of nowhere (it seemed) the nausea grew . . . it sat in my throat ~ I tried to ignore ~ been so looking forward to this special visit and event.  No longer possible to ignore ~ had to surrender my special evening with a special friend.  Headed for bed, bucket in tow ~ next at the loo . . . sick upon sick ~ I’ve rarely vomited in my life!  Again and again my body ejected ~ whatever it was.  Next few days feeling delicate.  Plans changed once again.  But lovely friend ~ was so gorgeous.

Naturopath called ~ she understood the peculiarities of these homeopathic remedies.  It’s been a while ~ they were  regularly present in my life years back . . .  brought up my son on homeopathy.

A new remedy suggested . . . Silicea ~ strengthens like glass.  Brings to the surface any that may linger.  ‘You may experience a healing crisis’ she quietly added.  I tensed . . . not too keen on these.

Bringing to the surface . . . well, my body holds some very old stuff.  Yes, I’ve been on a Healing Journey . . . deliberately intended and focused ~ these last five years.  I have so much to do.  And . . . I believe in healing with all my Heart.

Bringing to the surface . . . the virus that visited so many years ago.  It shaped my life ~ I’ve since seen its gifts.  Loaded with a strong need to learn everything by personal experience (all sevens). . . I’ve learnt a lot about the body, the mind/body connection  and the real nature and power of healing.  I’m a Healer . . .

So bringing to the surface ~ I offer myself to this process.  This is the beginning ~ of my Pinnacle chapter . . . so much to do, to experience, to celebrate, to share, to create, to unfold.  These are super powerful times . . . what we ask for arrives.

So much we can do . . . we’re being prepared ~ a huge year on our doorstep.

lotsa luv to you all . . . . marilyn  ♥♥♥

so much opportunity


Tomorrow we enter the last month of 2015 ~ what a year it’s been.  All that’s been offered, presented and manifested is vibrating and held  in this concentrated time . . . will I open the door and let it in?

Will I be brave ~ and step over the threshold ~ will I say YES ~ I will walk forward.  Will I take a chance ~ will I follow my heart?  Will I step out on the big world stage.

I can almost hear the symphony ~ building, soothing ~ such sweet melody.  Do I realise how fortunate I am?  So much being offered ~ if only I open my eyes.

Trust what you feel, believe in yourself ~ follow your knowing … rejoice in what you’ve achieved.  Don’t be distracted by all who desire your attention ~ many false prophets manipulating your feelings.

You are wise ~ so much more than you know.  You know what to do ~ dare to speak up, stand up . .  . leave the crowd.

Bravery has been building . . . day after day, week after week . . . here we stand at this glorious threshold ~ so much is possible.

Turn your head . . . just a little ~ a whole new world open to your vision.

Use this time . . . how precious it is ~ so much on the table ~ if you’d only say yes.

We’ve been awoken, to our self ~ trust in your knowing ~ step up and step out … a new world awaits us all.

lotsa luv … from me

marilyn ♥♥♥