I’ve been feeling the restlessness… the name I give it… this agitation (or is readiness) to move forward.
Jeez… what a time it’s been. Those big ones are big when they’re happening… the resonance of which is often with you for a while. Then they move to the background a bit… the present flooding in.
I just remember what was being asked of me was hard… too hard. I’ll hopefully learn from that… one of my core values is never endangering myself.
I am way too precious.
And my life… is the most precious thing to me. And it’s not for sale… or bartering. It’s my sacred duty to learn the highest standards of love and care.
We’ve become very sloppy in this world we’ve created.
Man… is it due for an overhaul.
It’s been hot… hot right now. I remember this happening in March (here in Oz)… as March is traditionally first month of Autumn. I remember it often happening at this time… Summer coming on strong, reminding us that she’s not gone yet.
But who knows what the future holds.
I was thinking more extremes… then I thought of us, humans… and how we are on our home planet Earth… yes, extreme. Always wanting more.
The systems created by some of us… foster and encourage this toxic mindset.
Things are in flux.
I’ve been feeling that… viscerally in my body… things are shaking. Things are going to fall.
But we’re alive🐸🐝🐸
The big step this morning… I’d been craving an immersion in the glorious ocean. And it’s been so hot. This morning… my soft plan late yesterday… I would drive early down for a swim.
And I did😊
I have her still on my body😊
That was my first drive in over 3 weeks. Since the slip/fall (significantly injuring my knee)…
My tail bone area feels bruised from all the sitting/lying I’ve done.
I’ve been feeling myself ‘come back’… these last few days.
Then I thought ‘the shock’… I had moved out of it. I hadn’t thought of the shock component of the fall.
It activated so much. I’m pretty amazing… I have the power and gift of regeneration… but these last few months knocked me down.
But I get to do and focus on my favourite thing… Healing. I know it well.
Ooohh… potent time at present…moving into Dark of Moon. Always a Sacred Seeding.
And our Sun in balance… the powerful Autumn Equinox.
Pluto ready to step into Aquarius.
Being grounded in our precious Earth is good🌏
Happy and generous times… 🌺❤️🌺
Ps… As well as driving… taking myself somewhere by myself… I went to the beach by myself…
walked on the sand… soft and hard… went into the ocean. The ocean floor was heavily undulated. I didn’t go out far… played in the shallows… how wonderful it always is.
Another celebration for my knee… to navigate undulating ground while navigating the waves.
I’ve been fully trusting myself… I’m so much stronger in that. It’s so nice… she’s actually quite sensible and grounded🌺🌺