It’s been extraordinarily deep, this move. Bit like as if I’m moving universes. With all the galactic movement happening in our cosmic space… of course mirroring inside of us… we could well and truly be doing that… shifting universes.
But man… it’s hard on the body. Especially this 3/4 century, bit Fae… top of the scale finely tuned model. I haven’t experienced one as big as this before.
It makes a difference… it does. Our life path is full of all these spiralling cycles… we go through all these transformations. We travel worlds inside ourselves.
It’s an extraordinary process. It’s originality and purity is exquisite. But at times not for the faint of heart. It takes courage to be true. To want what’s real.
*Growth* has always called me… from as long back as I remember. I was on the hunt to know and to understand… to experience.
We had this allocated time… to fit in all our exploring, learning and processing… unwrap our reality. What an opportunity.
The miracle that life is.
And the beauty… my god.
A life is an amazing thing… All it makes possible.
Covid knocked me… it’s a weird one. I haven’t given it too much thought… did all that last few years… I was just dealing with it in my body. And still am… it’s a nasty bugger.
And moving. Always a big one for me. It activates some very deep body/psyche memories in me. Well, trauma also registers in the body. It intertwines into our systems.
I noticed it yesterday… I recognised it immediately. I was in freeze. I felt paralysed, unable to do anything. All I could do was lie on the bed and watch a series on my phone (My Mac died).
I’ve never had such a clear body awareness of trauma before. It was so clear. So visible. So visceral. My system was in freeze. Then I understood… I’m in a trauma response.
No wonder it’s been so f**king hard. A few times I’ve said ‘I can’t do this…’.
So… an opportunity to self love even more.
How amidst it all? There is always a way.
I deeply value my life.
Getting our priorities clear… no time for compromise. Life is valued
2023… another big year.
I’ve been swimming every day… across the creek to the mangroves on the other side. High tide the ocean water is beautifully clear.
Magick healing dust.
There’s a gorgeous resident snake that’s been camping front and back of my cabin for days. Healing magick is in process.
Much Love to me… ❤️🌺❤️
Marilyn’s Magick🌺 