This is my 3rd day on my comfy bed… still in my PJ’s morning till night. I try to recall when I last showered.
Sunday was goodbye day… standing on the station… half in, half out… the clock clicking down.
Nervousness, anxiety, tears gathering… new experiences enveloped in the old and familiar. New depths of feeling. Sensations unfamiliar.
2023 certainly started with vigour and intensity… shielded and softened by a protective shield.
So much happening all at once. So much growth, so much evolvement. New chapters birthing… old slipping away. So much is possible having a life.
I didn’t get Covid… or so I believe. Not that I recognised anyway. I was devoted to my best Vitamin C… I felt free in my actions and I took care of myself.
Sickness is both relatable and seemingly mysterious. I know a bit about it… my life started early with it. I’m no delicate, fragile flower. I have a core of solid Earth.
My dear suffering Dad (from the war)… was a philosopher thru and thru. Most times he opened his mouth… out they came.
There were many that accompanied me through my growing up years… the most famous of them being (at least by its impression on me)… ‘there’s no such thing as a coincidence’.
That has helped me make sense of things. Being what’s often referred to as a ‘Sensitive’… my range of feeling, sensation and internal understanding is considerable.
It helped me take my life experiences as a support and tool for growth. At heart I’m a true adventurer 😊😊
There’s supposed Gypsy blood in my line… which explains a bit.
And then… all we know is here and now. This gorgeous breath that brings me life. I am so grateful for that.
I suspect there’s many layers involved in my need to lay on my bed. The human body continues to amaze me. It’s amazed me all my life.
So this moving… another adventure… pulling up my roots… letting go… believe and trust in self… understanding Life… feeling it… trusting it.
Home and family… over this Cancer Full Moon… has been off the scale.
I guess we should be used to it now… this increase in everything as the years progress.
Moving thru the final days/years of an Age… what an extraordinary experience.
We certainly need to take exquisite care of our precious self. No one else can do that for you.
And upgrade the level on that too! 🏵️🏵️
There is nothing more important than you … full stop.
Much love, peace and happiness to you💛💝💛