Feeling a hella’ve lot better since the New Moon birthed (just before midnight here last night).
That was some tricky manoeuvring through that dark and scary passage.
I dropped into some real dark places… revisiting the terror that lusts to paralyse.
Been there, done that… and I beat the bugger.
Just a little one I was… and told it to ‘fuck off’
Maybe the memory… coming through the canal, the moment of decision do I abort or continue?
‘If I can get through this… I can get through anything’ I declared
and I wasn’t even born.
So yeah… I’ve faced some tough stuff
I’ve pulled out my shield and sword
I’ve trusted myself…
a lifetime journey for me
and I’ve triumphed
I can never forget.
The astrologers warned this New Moon could be tough…
well hey… look around
what a f….king mess
No blame… it is what it is
But each and every moment we have a choice
regardless how it seems.
I revisited the dark… as Moon went black
The scant remains of terror still stuck on some cells
the Confusion… the shock
I remember them well
They came to visit… and stayed
right up till recently
And yeah those little stubborn bits
still vulnerable to being hit
I know they have no place anymore…
I’ve done the miles
I’ve sweat the tears
I’ve extended myself
I’ve been there
I won’t return.
I have myself…
my greatest gift
within this whole celebration of bountifulness.
Pretty soon… it’s gonna be time
to change our ways.
Trust in ‘God’.
Trust in Life
Trust in You…
‘Leave no room for doubt in your mind’
a very wise friend once said to me.