I’ve been feeling tired. Zero motivation. My body wants to sleep. I keep distracting myself. Wanting to hold on to what was… while longing to let it all go. BE FREE.
How I Love to MERGE with Life.
I feel stuck… don’t know where I am. I’m not there… and not arrived in next. I’m not sure where I am.
I’m changing… by the second. Shifted… moved into another space.
The ‘old’ boring, humdrum, repetitive… stuck in yesterdays. We’ve moved on… but haven’t arrived yet.
A new experience for sure… especially on such a galactic scale.
Where to go in all the changes? What to ‘do’?
The space is empty… and feeling pretty weighty. Inside out, upside down… everything’s happening all at once. Moving at the speed of light. Yet ambling along.
What to do when you just don’t know?
Patience? Yeah… it’s hard
being turned upside down and inside out
removing it all
replacing it with what?
I saw it… back in 2012
Living on the Sacred Site.
My eyes went to the sky… there it was
this swirling mass of air
Don’t ask me why and how…
I can’t explain
but I saw it
as clear as day.
The ‘New World’ birthed.
We figured it would get tough
just look at history… we don’t surrender easily
We hold on
We figured for the new to be born…
something had to give
the ‘old’ to disappear… be razored to the ground.
you can never tell
exactly how that will occur.
Well… here we are
in the midst of it all
pretty much dead centre
and what happens outside
happens inside us too.
So here we are… getting emptied
before we are filled up again
We gotta find our way…
Never surrender what’s pure and true
Never surrender our Self.