Breathing is good…🧖‍♀️

Stuck in the quagmire of then and now…

letting it unfold… letting it untwine

there was, there is… there’s now

and in between… so many bits and bobs

tied together

forever more.

Or can they dance alone?

So much to do… to be

to become

so many dreams, ideas, wishes

we’re born and we die.

We lust, we seek… we hunger

for what?

Remains in the shadows.

Unknown, forgotten…

where will I find it?

Will I ever know?

The plan held so secretly….

no eyes to distinguish

all muddled together.

Sounds familiar

vibrations rub against my skin

I know them

but can’t see them

the light languishes

the drum beat distant

but familiar all the same.

I’ve been here before…

it’s buried deep

deeper than I want to go.

No point stirring ghosts

long wished left behind.

But of course they never go…

locked inside for eternity.

You just do the best you can

especially when you’re alien.

Where do I belong… not sure

all seems strange and different.

Outcast… from the tribe

means certain death

memories tumble

head over butt

who needs a TV

when so much happening inside.

Dig a little deeper… down beyond the silt and mud

a light distant but glowing

knows your name

calls you

Oh god… you long to go home…

to be with love forever more.

No-one said it was going to be easy

that’s why we were given muscles

sloppy or strong… makes no sense

just like this

and the world around me.

It’s all a giant puzzle…

and I’m running out of time

I set out to find the answers to it all

will I succeed…

well, only partially.

Was it all worth it?

Of course.

Love to you on Mad Mercury – Make No Sense (unless it does) – Day

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