Allowing… 🧚‍♀️

Allowing the magick to approach… swarm you, absorb you, eat you up… swallow you whole.

Divine presence, limitless inspiration… awe that stops worlds. Sets your entire being at peace.

That ‘God’ is all around us… is never to be doubted.

We are not sinners… we are divine and perfect beings… created in the image of the whole.

I almost didn’t go down… for dawn that is.

Yesterday in the big smoke… ‘checked in’ to 13 places; mask on an off. Slipped down over my nose at times (so I could breath).

The Pranic helped. My first session in years. I’m also a ‘Pranic Healer’… it was the first modality that called me. I remember it well… the day I first met my teacher.

I was recovering… but still deeply in it. The ‘adjustment disorder’ (fancy name for nervous breakdown) the doctor informed me I had entered into.

I burnt out.

At the speed I use to go it’s not surprising.

Add to that the legacy I’ve carried from the Virus visit back when I was three. It’s walked with me since.

Some say a virus never leaves… lodges itself in your body. It gets attached… doesn’t want to leave you.

Way back… when studies were done on the Polio virus… they discovered during autopsy’s that the virus was still alive in various places in the body. Spinal chord and large intestine in particular.

Recently I read a comment someone made about the current virus. She said her father had Polio… and I guess was using that as a backing for her current discussion.

I immediately responded… inside myself.

I don’t regret anything. Well almost😶. I don’t regret having the virus… I figure it was part of my journey. Sure it changed the direction of my life. But me being me… I used that as an adventure. A quest… to get to the bottom of it all.

Being exposed to life and death… isolation (years in hospital) and the medical system… my three year old curiosity (even amidst it all) was ignited.

That curiosity I still have… I’m still on the trail. Still trying to find the ‘truth’ behind it all.

I wouldn’t be who I am, what I’ve experienced, and what I’ve pursued… if that virus didn’t choose me.

This in no way has anything to do with now. I try to stay out of it. It’s a trigger sensitive issue… and it doesn’t take much to ignite.

I hope we all move beyond that. I really do. My whole life has been about ‘caring’. No-one can take my life experience away from me.

I’ve lived it. I know it. I’ve seen it. It’s created the foundation of my being.

So let’s stay civilised… kind and caring.

Not letting our beliefs… no matter how foundational they are… ever get in the way of love.

Otherwise we are doomed.

It’s a huge time… astrologers and ‘Seers’ have warned us for many years. I too have ‘seen’… a long time ago. I’ve written about it for years.

The visions were clear.

A huge change was upon us… we had to clean up the mess. The mess we’ve all created. We’re all in this together.

If you can… find a way to give expression to your emotions. Feel the grief… the loss. It’s real. I know I’ve carried heaps of grief in my lungs.

We carry on on the surface… yet underneath is this tsunami of raging emotions… fear, loss, grief, anger. All bubbling ready to spill over.

They need release… and not at each other.

Taking responsibility for what we feel… what triggers us. Yeah sometimes we fail… but we can pick ourself up and try again.

We’re all learning.

This is a new world.

The old is gone.

It won’t come back

It’s likely to become more intense over the shorter time period.

We won’t change unless we’re forced. That’s proved itself.

So the ‘war’ has begun… where do we find shelter.

The old has gone… allow time for grieving.

It’s not coming back.

Yeah… sometimes the anger surfaces in me, but I’m so used to stuffing it down… morphing then into depression…. heaviness and sorrow.

Yeah… angry at ‘those’ and we know there are some… those that have brought us to this brink. They need to burn in hell.

And yes… at the same time… we all need to take responsibility for where we are.

It’s a weird weird world for sure.

Much love to you ❤️🧚‍♀️❤️

and ps… as I got the first glimpse of that indescribable golden ball peeking over the water’s edge… my entire body was flooded with the most extraordinary sensations… like a surge of effervescent light rays cleansing all parts of me.

Get down for dawn if you can.