What a journey we’ve had… so early it began. Well of course! You are my Mother. My creation ~ the first beginnings of me began in your body. The alchemical process of Life… the seed and the ignitor.
My body formed ~ from a tiny cell. It grew and grew and grew. The shell for my soul and spirit… so beautifully formed, held and nurtured in you.
We only know our time. This place our body stand in time and space. We can remember things ~ brief impressions ~ thoughts, feelings of before. But here we stand.
I felt your pain… how early I don’t know. Maybe as soon as my cells began to feel.
The horrors of war ~ such damage is caused. The ghosts of former selves returned to haunt. No escape from their nightmares. The horrors with them forever.
How far we get off course. How lost we become. How fragmented and tortured… our body forever weeping. For a self that will never be again.
The madness we store within… the atrocities only humans can cause. And yet there’s the Heart ~ still full, connected to the source of everything. That spark of eternal ~ divine they call it. An apt description.
The vibrations of war continue down the line till someone stands and says ‘No More’. ‘I need myself ~ I can’t live without me anymore. I can’t live in this place of fragmented frozen haunted nothingness’.
I need to be whole again.
So beautiful your essence ~ your big warm Heart 💜 Your beautiful face… the care and kindness you radiate. You did what you could. You suffered like so many ~ in silence. There was no help… no understanding or solutions.
I know you see me ~ up there wherever you reside… with our family of generations. I feel your support ~ I hear your applause ~ your cheer, your gratitude. We’re burying the past.
A whole new beginning is shining over the horizon. I love you so much.