this Pluto/Moon thing

It’s a bit like birth really, no one can tell you what it’s going to be like.  A bit like that with transits ~ you can break it down, analyse and dissect… but it will be what it is in the moment.  It’s always unique ♠

I’ve been aware for the last year or so that Pluto was heading for my Moon.  My Moon lives in Pluto’s house (the 8th house in Astrology), she’s familiar with the territory.  But no one can foretell what the Pluto experience will be like… it’s almost always big.

That whirly wind, the dust storm, late afternoon November 25th.  A few hours later I was coughing convulsively with a high fever, I was BIG sick.  Two weeks in bed, I had a serious chest infection.  Weak and exhausted from continuous coughing, my breathing muscles feeling bruised.  Obviously the biggest sick since I had Polio when I was three years old.

I was big time pissed off, big time pissed off.  I let a few people know how pissed off I was, I didn’t hold back.  My friend and therapist, Ian, commented on the polarity ~ me so often operating from the opposite end.  It’s been an interesting journey.  I get the sense that it’s the last one of these.  I don’t need anymore.  I’m now creating my new world, taking myself to my dream.

I wrote earlier today

I’m really good at aligning with this non-resistant, effortless, light, breezy, easy, flowing vibration.  I luv it ♥

Our masterful Sun sat at the mid-point of Hekate and Ceres in the recent Full Moon in Gemini… illuminating our wondrous sky with her healing glow.  Hekate is the Queen of the night, she carries two lit lamps, she meets you when there’s a fork in your road.  She brings light so you can see and choose which road you want to take.  I came to a point of choice, I was getting comfortable in this angry space; but this space was teaching me too.  I needed to choose; give my focus to this choice.  I choose to align with the vibration of flow, comfort and ease.  This Life ~ such a gift, it’s purpose to enjoy.

The transformational energies being released into our atmosphere at present are great.  Let go, let God and Goddess …  allowing the flow, trusting what I believe, feeing what I love fo feel.

marilyn ♥♥♥