I’ve written most of it down… these last four years here at magick Mahalia, books are planned. I’ve heard Lindesay Creek, where Mahalia resides, is known as ‘Ancestor country’ by the local indigenous people. I can vouch for that. I’ve inherited a ‘seeing’ eye ~ and what a place to ‘see’. Yes magick it has been.
It’s also had its challenges, the local town is not the friendliest in the world. I’ve tried my best (I think I have) to remain positive, change my focus, ‘see’ differently… but sometimes what is, is what is. I feel for the local indigenous people, life must have been hell for them over the years.
Why humans need to act this way, well I guess it’s a choice. Because their family has lived in the valley for a few generations, they think they own the place… ahh well. You can’t change someone’s thoughts. But I’ve tried, I have, to mingle and mix, to give of my love and strengths. When I first came to Woodenbong I involved myself with the local community, was friendly and talked to everyone… even went to the Progress meeting; only once. I remember my dear friend, my ‘ex’, said to me when I first arrived in the village, he had bought a house there, ‘be carefull you know what you’re like, you take things on’. Well, actually it’s taken sixty-six years so far, to know what I’m like. I think it was often a mystery to me.
That has been one of the gifts of being accepted as the caretaker on this very special sacred land, I’ve learned to trust myself. I rarely doubt what I feel now; oh yes there are times, usually when I’m strongly attracted to someone, (a man… which I can tell you isn’t that often; I’m a Virgo!) and doubt what I’m feeling. That one can get a bit tricky, is what I’m feeling right? Or am I imagining it? I’m not the only one, am I?
I feel energy. I’m trained in Energy medicine, but I’m also naturally like that. And sometimes it’s particularly strong. Like I don’t even know the person, but I can feel what’s going on with them. I doubt that sometimes, especially, like I said… when I fancy them. I guess the solution would be to ask… eh? But I’m a coward, not completely healed the rejection thing, yet.
Some extra noise outside, just went to look… oh my goodness! Yesterday I was getting pretty pissed off with this bloody forestry work! Mars/Pluto conjunction! So I thought, actually I imagined it pouring and pouring (it did for a bit last night) and the forest full of mud and the trucks getting bogged in it. That’ll fix ’em, I thought. It wasn’t a long thought… but guess what that noise was, yep, a tractor pulling a truck fully loaded with logs, out of the forest. Goodness me… it works! I kinda like this Gypsy/Witch thing. And I like that I’m mostly ‘light’. But there are times when a little darker shade of grey can be used, when they continue to ignore my voice. There are different ways to speak.
No doubt this is a very potent end of year. The last quarter of a year is often full, but this very big year of 2014, it’s extra potent. I’ve seen 2014 as a passage way, a passage between worlds. We’ve made a crossing, we may be weary, but we know who we are and where we’re going. And these current gifts from our planetary neighbours, are blasting through any defenses we’ve held on to, right through to our core… to our most powerful self. Powerful beings are being born.
We have what it takes… to create our new world.
Have fun… and enjoy
lotsa luv… marilynxxx