Yes it’s been a while since I’ve visited my blog… October was a very big month! Well, the last three months have taken on a momentum of their own; so much movement, so much unfolding… 2014 has been a big year. I’ve often noticed the last quarter of a year, as well as moving quickly, seems to bring the ‘birthing’, the culmination of all the year’s lessons… and big lessons they’ve been.
The photo above was taken at the Stirling markets, beautiful Stirling in the Adelaide Hills. It’s my favourite market, I use to buy plants from this plant stall when I lived down there. I wasn’t expecting to experience the wonderful Stirling markets on this recent visit, my flight was leaving a few days before. Plans were changed when I came down with some nasty sick thing. I felt I left this dimension for a while, as you do when your body has taken over, lingering somewhere in some other world, floating above the coming and goings. It was both strange and unpleasant, the physical symptoms quite painful. I couldn’t eat, which brings up fear for me, I certainly don’t need to lose any weight.
But… there was also some quite stunning awakenings, visions and revelations as I lingered in that nether world. ‘No such thing as a coincidence’ my dear Dad repeated often, everything is tied together, with Angel webbing… understanding and experiencing the gift of sickness… well, that’s a blessing. It’s a time of great transformation.
I’m not quite sure where or who I am. Of course it will all settle, it always does. It’s just when a lot is in movement, you need to surrender to the process. And you know how the surrendering thing goes! We like to hold on to control.
I’ve known for a while that a new chapter has begun, I’m one of those people who ‘hear the call’. But the intermediary thing can test one’s patience, not sure I’ve ever had an abundance of it! It’s like I can sense where I’m going and I want to be there. I can’t see it, but I know it’s happening. When I hear the call I do respond, it’s something that I’ve always done. To others it may seem crazy at times, but then who can see inside someone else’s head? Well, I guess you can hear them sometimes.
So this new chapter has begun, and yes I get a little restless…. my wondrous Gemini Ascendant. The Virgo and Capricorn just want to get on with it, come on, what’s with all the waiting? Yes, yes… it’s a process. You’d think I was pretty familiar with the Earth vibration, being an Earth Sun and Moon… but then, Virgo is not your usual Earth energy. Earth energy is slower… it involves a process before it manifests.
On another level, we need to be ready. If we’re still lingering in yesterday, even on an energetic level, then we can’t be in tomorrow. It takes its own time, it won’t be hurried. As I tap my fingers on the table, ‘come on, come on’… they take no bloody notice, they just cruise at their own sweet speed, nothing or no-one can hurry them. A bit like Snowie, my dear feline friend.
So… I’m stuck here in a process. I’m not in yesterday and not yet in tomorrow. I can smell it, I know it’s there, but my body will take its own sweet time to arrive. A very big new chapter is unfolding… changing most things, but I need to be patient. And as a dear friend advised… clear the clutter, rest and get ready’…. ugh! Patience marilyn, patience.
Time to go out and do some mulching, we had some lovely rain last night. Also need to rest, it’s been such a big few months, body is still catching up.
Wishing you a wondrous Taurus Full Moon… and with all this potent Mars/Pluto energy filling our biosphere… resistance is futile. Transformation is in process, relax and enjoy it (talking to myself!)
lotsa luv marilynxxx