a passage in my 1st book…



Lots of memories are still hidden… deeply, down in corners¬†invisible to my seeing.¬† At least at the moment.¬† As I heal, areas of my body that have been shut down, restricted, paralysed, without movement… removed from my usage, are¬†slowly released from the trauma that held them. As they release, the memories come streaming out. Such an awesome creation, this human body. Obviously created by a Master Creator.

We’ve all just experienced a high energy time… it’s April 2014, a big month in a big year. The year of the Yang Wood Horse “The energy from 2014 marks an important time for letting go of restraints. The phoenix journey of this mid transitional period in time has already started taking effect and 2014 brings us all fully into a time of increased austerity and autonomy.” Centaineconsults.com

Lotsa¬†action, lotsa¬†purpose… a time for doing and undoing.¬† April comes with two Eclipses… the Full Moon just gone, on the 15th of this month, the New Moon Eclipse closing the month on the 29th. Sitting in the middle of these two big energy events is the 5th ‘happening’ of Pluto and Uranus. Since 2012 Pluto and Uranus have been coming together in a less than comfortable configuration. In Astrology¬†¬†it’s called a ‘square’, when two planets sit 90 degrees (give or take a degree or two) apart. This forms a confrontational approach. The two parties experiencing a challenging relationship.¬† But squares create results… they can be great learning tools. As the relationship formed by this meeting, requires a resolution… a result, an answer. Something’s got to give.

Pluto and Uranus are two big players in our planetary system. They are two of the most distant planets from our Earth and Sun. Pluto is known as the transformer, he carries a power likened to atomic energy.

He can be brutal, he’s one pointed and can be heavy-handed.¬† He represents Life, and anything no longer supporting Life… has to go. The rising of the Phoenix from the ashes… is an apt symbolism for him. His purpose is to destroy… all that’s decayed and rotting. He’s pretty busy at the moment… working on all our systems. The ones we built to help us grow and thrive… but somewhere along the way greed took over, the original purpose forgotten. Pluto has come to remind us… but unfortunately he’s not blessed with a gentle bedside manner. He sniffs out the rot and in he goes… kebang… gone, only flames left burning. Only Life will rise from this smouldering pile… the dead remains buried deeply¬†in the ground, to be transformed once again… into Life supporting resources.

Uranus, the¬†third most distant known planet to us here on Earth… is known in Astrology as the ruler of Aquarius. He belongs to the world of tomorrow… his focus is on the whole of humanity. His vision is keen, his mind is electric. He moves pretty quickly… and often without warning. He’s ushering in the Aquarian age… the age of Peace on Earth.¬† He ushers us in, he shows us the way… to the new world awaiting our arrival. He’s electric, he’s brilliant… he has many flashes of insight. He can be eccentric in his ways… he’s not a great fan of the traditional. He’s a born rebel.¬† He does his own thing.

So… even though they stand challenging each other… Pluto with his desire to just¬†blow the whole lot up¬†and start again… Uranus saying ‘no,no… there’s another way’, ‘just give them the vision, awaken them from their slumber… they will see and they will follow. Those that don’t… well, they’re all yours.

They are working together… all of Life supports life, that’s their focus. Pluto and Uranus are here to help, with the¬†final finish of the age that’s just passing… and the new age, the new world which has already birthed back in the last quarter of 2012. So even thou they appear to be warring¬†with each other… they are actually¬†working together. All of life supports Life… it’s only human beings who sell their soul,…that allow the destruction to be and¬†continue. The Faustian deal.

‘Faust and the adjective Faustina¬†imply a situation in which an ambitious person surrenders moral integrity in order to achieve power and success for a delimited term. The person offers his or her soul in exchange for diabolical favours. Those favours vary by the tale, but tend to include youth, knowledge, wealth, or power”. Wikipedia.¬†¬† Sound familiar?¬†¬†A lot of that about in our modern world.¬†It’s also said “The tale may have a moralizing end, with eternal damnation for the foolhardy venturer.”

It’s a time of great change… that it is. This massive influx of such mighty powerful energy affects us all. Those of us still blessed with the gift of Life, have lived through this dying age. It’s been our life, or so we thought. It’s shaped us, it’s so very familiar. ¬†It’s surrounded us day after day after day.¬† We see it all around us… the results of our striving.¬† We work within it, we live within it, we eat within it, we breathe within it.¬† And now it’s changing… and fast.¬† It’s a time of crumbling for all those structures made of¬†lifeless materials. The Devil has returned for his payment.

What have we sold… for our lifestyles, our pleasures? ¬†Have we truly given our soul away? Our connection to ‘heaven’, our connection to our real ‘God’.¬† What have we allowed to happen… as we’ve slept, in our drug induced coma.¬† Drugs? You say… ‘I don’t take drugs’, don’t you?¬† There are many and varied forms of drugging.¬† And they have been quietly and secretly placed everywhere.¬† In the very air we breath, the water we drink, the food we eat. The structures that surround us… the images and visuals that we allow our eyes and ears to take into our bodies. Yes, most definitely, we’ve been contaminated.

But that needn’t be our focus. In fact, it’s not a good idea. We need to focus on what we want to create. To do that, we need to know what we need. What we really need, not what we want. We can do that… just keep asking ‘why?’¬†¬† Every time¬†we want something, ask…why, why, why?¬† ¬†If we keep going back we’ll arrive at what we really need.¬† We need to be happy, we need to feel content, we need to feel love, stability and security… we need food and water, we need shelter for our body. We need to feel inspired, we need to create, we need to feel worthy, we need to feel acknowledged. We need to be real.¬† We need to be a human being.

All has not been in vain. This time of confusion, greed and so much destruction… so much pain.¬† We’re a human being, we do have a soul… a heart that feels everything that lives.¬† We have learnt many lessons over these many years.¬† We now need to acknowledge them, understand them… and make a decision to be a part of Life. ¬†Big times require big people… people who stand in their power, with big Hearts and big Loves… big Kindness and big Generosity. The big times have arrived. And they’re calling us… to stand in our powerful Self… and respond to the call of Life.


lotsa luv…. marilynxxx

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I love to write . . . I love to appreciate all the beauty in life. I find comfort and healing in dear Mother Nature's bounty, creative projects fill my home ~ everywhere. I've done many things and more await me ~ life is a journey, a creative adventure. I often say thank you for all that's been given.

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