this recent energy…


The energy around these last two days… has been strange, dark and heavy.¬† Haven’t felt that kind of¬†presence around for a while.

It’s very obvious when its present… there’s no hiding it’s existence.¬† It’s vibration seems to permeate the surroundings.¬† That’s quite an influence, to cover such magickal beauty.¬† What is it?¬† Or was it?¬† Hoping it’s moved on, that it’s visit was short and swift.¬† But there’s still a ‘feeling’ in the air.¬† I don’t like that feeling… those heavy, dark clouds threatening to engulf.

What is it?¬† I asked many times.¬† What’s going on?¬† Is it inside me, around me… am I picking up something that is happening, somewhere on our planet?¬† Is it someone I know… the questions were many.¬† How can I make my way safely, through this sticky, malingering presence?¬† I do what I know best, to help me during times like these.

Patience… all passes on.¬† We are all living through such massive evolutionary times.¬† The death of an Age, the birthing of the new… so much energy swirling and moving creating death, rebirth and change.¬† None of us are immune.¬† It really helps to have something ‘real and true’ … the existence of my Love filled Heart… that beats within me.

The world inside me

I look to the skies… Astrology has been a part of my journey since I was quite young.¬† I ‘discovered’ it very early on in my life.¬† I search the screen on my computer… what relationships are the planets forming?¬† What can they tell me?

Looking to the usual suspects… but still nothing is really jumping out.¬†¬†It alludes me for now.

Jupiter has just gone direct… a new potent burst of growth and expansion, pushing through the resistance.¬† Is that what I feel?¬† And with Mars retrograde in Libra… could be some resistance happening.

Mars in Libra… a place he’s sometimes uncomfortable, is in his two-year retrograde cycle.¬† And it’s a long one this time… influencing us all right up to July.¬† He’s being really slowed down.¬† Mars represents how we use our energy to move, to act… to get things done.¬† Our desire, our will, our need to conquer… our desire for action.¬†¬†The emotion of¬†anger, frustration.

A retrograde cycle turns the energy inward… a review of old territory, retrospection, re-connection with what has passed.¬† Striving to renew, revitalize, re-create.¬† Lot’s of ‘re’ going on.

Libra is known for her love of balance and harmony, right relations… but she’s a Cardinal sign.¬† Cardinals like to initiate, move, create… make happen.¬† She doesn’t sit at home fiddling her thumbs.

So Mars is very active… in his backward, retrospective¬†movement.

I think we just all need to be a little patient¬†during these times… with so many¬†big energies swirling,¬†changing, morphing… transforming our world.¬† It’s good to have an anchor during these times.¬† Something that makes your Heart sing… makes you feel really good.

Yes… I know the big guy Pluto is edging closer and closer to¬†the natal placement of my Moon… and all in his own house…¬†a double whammy of sorts.¬† Rebirth, renewal, transformation… those words have been appearing often lately.¬† A time of rebirth requires a lot of trust… a place to put your focus, and a place that is safe.¬† To ‘know’ what is real and true and good… will protect us during the storms of these¬†rebirth years.

‘Cause it’s not just dying that’s going on… the most magnificent birthing is happening at the same time.

Yes… it’s all about focus, commitment and passion.

I trust… I am always protected, loved and nurtured.

At least these big, black clouds have brought some rain…. the earth is loving it.

And maybe I can turn to my body for some answers…¬† her ceaseless wisdom is never ending.


lotsa luv

marilynxxxxxx (extra’s for this time)


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I love to write . . . I love to appreciate all the beauty in life. I find comfort and healing in dear Mother Nature's bounty, creative projects fill my home ~ everywhere. I've done many things and more await me ~ life is a journey, a creative adventure. I often say thank you for all that's been given.

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