It’s the second month of my ‘Healing Intensive’. It’s a, quite, ‘in-the-moment’ Intensive . . . allowing the natural flow of energy and events voice and discussion. ‘Healing’ is a fascinating, multi-dimensional activity.
We carry within us the remnants . . . usually in stored emotions and energetic blockages . . . of all we’ve experienced. Particularly highly charged events . . . such as traumatic experiences . . . result in physical, energetic blockages within the Body. Some of these may have been established many years before, some in early childhood . . . and some may be carried on from our parents, grandparents . . . and even further.
During this current journey I’ve undertaken . . . I’ve experienced the massive wound to the Feminine. Without having to rehash all the ‘stuff’ that’s happened to the Feminine . . . over many centuries . . . what I can say, from personal experience . . . is that we carry those wounds within our Body. These Emotional memories create physical blockages . . . stopping the natural flow of Energy thru the Body. Body parts, ie tissues, organs etc begin to die, without fresh Energy flow . . . . what follows is acute and chronic disease.
I’ve never taken on the label of a staunch Feminist . . . Life took me in another direction. The first real indication I had, was at the stunning Venus Eclipse, mid last year. That was a very powerful event for me. I saw Venus rays descend to the Earth, I felt Venus rays on my skin . . . I experienced Venus rays enter my Body . . . this was real and physical. I’m particularly happy about my strong ‘sense’ during times like these.
As I experienced Venus rays pass thru my skin and enter the internal sphere of my Body . . . I realized something significant. I knew, without doubt, that I’d lived my life without her, she didn’t reside within my internal world . . . I’d lost the supreme icon of the Divine Feminine. That was a startling realization.
I traced back to the time that Venus ‘left’ . . . I was very young. A Girl, a Woman . . . living without Venus . . . seems an oxymoron . . . but alas, I feel it’s more than common. Venus has been missing from our lives . . . possibly for ages. Could it be that she was ousted . . . during the early days of the patriarchy . . . far too much of a threat to remain in the Woman.
Recently . . . well since the last Full Moon . . . my stomach/intestines etc have been in revolt . . . most uncomfortable. Fortunately, I understand and believe what I do . . . I knew there were deeper issues. It’s not always so easy to find ‘therapists’ that can actually work harmoniously with what you know and understand.
My mind was trying to scare me . . . marilyn, I’d say . . . remember, you don’t believe in that!! I had a pretty good idea what was going on . . . but physically nothing was moving on very fast. It became difficult to eat . . . I needed some help. But who to go to . . . always a quandary for me.
Finally yesterday I went to my Naturopath . . . well, she’s not your ‘normal’ naturopath . . . she’s trained and skilled, yes . . . but she’s an old Lemurian like me . . . with old Celtic roots . . . she understands about energy . . . and ‘things’ that can’t be ‘seen’. She’s a gem.
Yes . . . it was what I thought it was . . . energetically based. Now, this does affect the physical . . . my symptoms were incredibly physical. This issue of the severe wounding to the Feminine runs deep . . . and, I believe, is the basis for a lot of physical issues, especially for women.
With her help, I was able to ‘see’ a deeper issue, I’d not been aware of. Yes, I knew I had authority, male and power issues . . . my Solar Plexus reminded me of that constantly. My previous partner often commenting, when he saw me rubbing my tummy . . . . o-oh, something’s happening!
But what I hadn’t ‘seen’ before . . . was myself imprisoned, caged, restricted . . . but what I’d really forgotten was the ultimate power of the Feminine.
Living in the age of the Patriarchy . . . it’s been easier to see the power of the Masculine . . . but more difficult, if at all possible, to see the true power of the Feminine. I’m grateful for yesterday, for the help I received . . . that there are people around . . who know more that the usual rhetoric. There is deeper understanding about Life and the Body. Being aware is the first step . . . trusting ourself is not always easy, sometimes we need the harmonious support of others.
The wound to the Feminine is physical . . . . and it shows up in the usual places. We are Women, we need to be aware and be proud . . . of the Power given to us . . . for Life, for Loving . . . for nurturing. I believe this is what’s happening at present . . . the balancing that’s needed . . the Healing of the Divine Feminine. She is the missing piece. We are all moving toward the Age of the Heart . . . . having been steeply embedded in the Age of Power (Solar Plexus). This Age was necessary for our evolution as a species . . . but its run it’s course and has peaked! As we’re well aware. We’ve all learned about Power manifestation . . . we needed to learn it . . . it’s use and abuse. We’re currently in the last days of this Age . . . well, may be years . . . it’s as if we had to see the destructive use of Power as well . . . which at present, is happening all around us.
Evolution is movement . . . and we are moving from the Solar Plexus Energy Centre (chakra) to the Heart Energy Centre (chakra) . . . . everything is Energy and is governed by these laws.
We’ve entered the outer circle of the Heart Energy Centre . . . here the Divine Feminine resides . . . we are coming into an Age of the Feminine . . where things will change dramatically. We’re not quite there yet . . . the crossing over of Ages takes the time it does . . . so we learn the lessons we need to learn. But if we keep our focus on that tiny light . . . emanating from the new world awaiting us . . . it will inspire us to continue to Love and Trust . . . to share the Beauty and the nurturing . . . to allow the Divine Feminine . . . to Birth in our very Body . . . . she’s been waiting patiently. We each need to do this . . . individually.